eshajam said:

No one could ever understand,
Just what a special love we share,
And what we really mean to one another.
The love we feel, each for the other?

Your love is my companion,
When the days are long and cold,
Your love will keep me going,
Even when I grow old?

When I think of love,
I think of you my little dove.
I smile within my heart.
In my life, you will always be a part?

To love you today, tomorrow and forever,
Is my life's fullest intent.
Your love is my endeavor,
Because you are from heaven..!!

~tasha~ said:

With a tear-streaked face I smile as if nothing is wrong and everything is ok
But what my heart says can never be described
My misery is disguised behind my empty eyes
I cry until my face burns bright
I scream until my ears stop the pitch from ringing and I plead with something or someone to end all my pain
My anger is taken out on myself,My soul is crying for help and my heart is tattered to pieces
My lips will not speak my pain nor will they mention any hint of emotion
What you see about me is only what you want to see,
You'll never know the real me.

Miss mine said:

~CHANDNI~ said:

Jab raat ki naagin dasti hai

Nass nass main zehar utarta hai

Jab chand ki kirnain taizi say

Iss dill ko cheer kay aati hain

Jab aankh kay andarr hi aansoo

Zanjeeron main bandh jaatay hain

Sab jazbon parr chaa jaatay ho

Tab yaad bohat tum aatay ho

Jab dard ki jhanjharr bajti hai

Jab raqs ghamon ka hota hai

Khuwabon ki taal pay saaray dukh

Wehshat kay saaz bajatay hain

Gaatay hain khuwahish ki lae main

Masti main jhoomtay jaatay hain

Sab jazbon parr chaa jaatay hain

Tab yaad bohat tum aatay ho

mey bass chanda ki chandni

;

WOW beautiful

Aankhon Main Jo Aansoon Hain Humaray Ussay Kehna
Dono Yeh Hissa Hain Pyaaray Ussay Kehna

Tapkay Jo Teri Aankh Say Aansoo Ka Koi Qatra
Nahin Dekhnay Hum Ko Yeh Nazaray Ussay Kehna

Katti Nahin Us Say Bhi Shab-E-Hijran Tu Phir
Ginna Karay Woh Bhi Sitaaray Ussay Kehna

Hoti Nahin Pori Kabhi Khahish Koi Us Ki
Chal Jatay Hain Dil Pay Merey Aaray Ussay Kehna

Kal Raat Tu Chaand Kuch Mayoos Sa Tha
Aaj Woh Khud Ko Na Sanwaray Ussay Kehna

Zindagi Ek Shaam Hai Saharay Main Ghuzaroon
Ek Shaam Merey Sath Woh Ghuzaray Ussay Kehna

~tasha~ said:

Who have I become? What have I given up today? How much has changed?
These questions, famous for being rhetorical, yet they long to be answered.
My tears even now are forced, when yours are never switched off.

Hurt and me go hand in hand;
If I can't damage me, I'll damage you.
Rip you up and not regret, not regret you,
Only me, it's always me. And I am no one.

Oblivion, I welcome you, rape me again.
Every time I think of the boys you're there.
Make me the next murderer's victim.
Please be painful and last for hours.

Where did my heart go?
I long to pinpoint the time I turned so cold.
Every time I think I'm loved, it's always my own doing.
And now no one will want to know me.

I lie. Never in my bed, always in other people's.
Make me sodomised, and I hope he lies, and says he loves me.
Make me fall in love and have my heart ripped out my arse.
Soft kisses and stales tears are cracking the skin on my face.

Out of this world, all that I feel.
Any thing that ever made me care, ever made me realise how special life is;
Has left out an unseen back door, and gone.
I know it won't return without persuasion but every word I say is dead.

Friends no longer know me. I don't really know friends.
One is there, still he cares, still we have those tell-tale signs of eternal mateship.
But the rest are hazy, and it's only around me.
I don't think we have that essential ingredient, comfortability.

It used to be so easy, love and be loved.
What's so impossible? Consumed with paranoia, with having no comfort zone.
Who do I miss the most? All of them that's who.
But even that is a lie, the one I miss the most, whose friendship will never mend is holding the pen right now.

So cold. This winter has been icy as a snow flake.
And where am I going? And what are my roots? And when will I die?
And where are my family? And why death? And how?
And religion, where are you? And why is futility the only thing that makes sense?

And why do we not care any more? And why is there gossip and lies about the ones we love?
And who else feels like this? And who else has so many questions? And why?
And am I dead now? And if so, why do I feel I still have so much more death to go?
And will I get over this? And is anyone listening? And do they care?

~CHANDNI~ said:

Jab raat ki naagin dasti hai

Nass nass main zehar utarta hai

Jab chand ki kirnain taizi say

Iss dill ko cheer kay aati hain

Jab aankh kay andarr hi aansoo

Zanjeeron main bandh jaatay hain

Sab jazbon parr chaa jaatay ho

Tab yaad bohat tum aatay ho

Jab dard ki jhanjharr bajti hai

Jab raqs ghamon ka hota hai

Khuwabon ki taal pay saaray dukh

Wehshat kay saaz bajatay hain

Gaatay hain khuwahish ki lae main

Masti main jhoomtay jaatay hain

Sab jazbon parr chaa jaatay hain

Tab yaad bohat tum aatay ho

mey bass chanda ki chandni

;

~tasha~ said:

How can you go any farther down?
any deeper in your own misery and you'll drown

But dont let them know
they dont care anyway
They dont know what its like
They dont want to see
So fend for yourself its a freefall

Look at yourself and think about your heart
is it worth it to pick up each part

Why do you do this to yourself?
put your feelings on the top shelf

where no one can see them
and no one can be them

Just pull me out of my own hole

Who is it that makes you so sad
a blind criminal at whom You can not stay mad

When will you come out of your dark hall

When there is nothing to feel at all...

eshajam said:

MansOob Thay Jo lOg Meri Zindgi Key Sath
AkSar wOhii Milay hAin Bari BerUkhi Key Sath

yOun To Main Hans Para hOn tUmharay Leye Magar
Kitnay Sitaray tOot Paray Eik HanSi Key Sath

FurSat Millay To Apna GireBaan Bhe Dekh Ley
Aae dOst yOun Na Khail Meri Be-BaSsi Key Sath

MajbOoriyoun Kii Baat Chali hAi To Meh Khaa'n
hUm Ney Peya hAi Zehar Bhe AkSar khUshi Key Sath

Chehray Badal Badal Key mUghe Mil Rhay hAin lOg
Itna Bura SalOok Meri Saadgi Key Sath?

Eik Sajda e KhalOos Ki Qemat Fiza e Khuld?
Ya RAAB Na Kar Mazaq Meri BandGi Key Sath

'mOhSin' Karm Lay Bhe Ho Jis Mein KhalOos Bhe
mUgh Ko Ghazab Ka Pyar hAi Us dUshmani Key Sath

~tasha~ said:

Ab K Oss Ki Aankhon Main
BaySabab Udaasi Thee

Ab K Oss K Chehray Per
Dukh Tha BadHavasi Thee

Ab K Yun Mili Mujh Say
Yun Ghazal Suni Jaisay

Main Bhi NaShanasa Hoon
Wo Bhi Ajnabi Jaisay

Zard Khal-o-Khad Oss K
Sogawar Daman Tha

Ab K Oss K Lehjay Main
Kitna Khurdara Pan Tha

Wo K Umar Bhar Jis Nay
Shehar Bhar K Logoun Main

Mujh Ko Hum Sukhan Jana
Khud Say Meherbaan Samjha

Dil Say Aashna Likkha
Ab K Saada Kaghaz Per

Surkh Roshnayee Say
Oss Nay Talkh Lehjay Main

Mairay Naam Say Pehlay
Sirf "BeWafa" Likkha!!!

eshajam said:

A friend is someone who lights your way.
Who shines your darkest day.

A friend is someone who frowns.
When your all sad and down.

A friend is someone you're happy around.
Even if he's buried under the ground.

A friend is someone who takes the blame.
Just to rid you from your shame.

A Friend is someone who you talk to.
Who listens and understands you.

A friend is someone who gives and never takes.
Who shows the truth, never fakes.

A friend is someone who keeps your secrets hidden.
Never to reveal them, to him its forbidden.

A friend is someone waiting with an open hand.
Ready to grab you, when you tumble.
A friend is like a thin hair lost between the sand.
Ready to fix you when you crumble.

A friend is someone who's with you when you're alone.
Standing next to you, even if your name is on stone.

A friend is someone who wants no fame.
Only for you to remember his name.

A friend is someone who's with you till the end.
Always happy never pretends.

A friend is someone who's there when you're in need.
At that moment you can say he's a true friend indeed.
.....and i am proud of you my sweet friend.....

eshajam said:

Someone to care, someone to be there
Someone strong, someone to hold me close when I cry
Someone happy, someone to make me laugh

Someone to love me, someone who really means it
Someone who want to be with me just for me and nothing else
Someone to hold my hand, someone to give me his coat when its cold

Someone curious about life the same way I am
Someone who set's there mind to so something and does it
Someone to dream, the dreams about the future

Someone who is a hard worker, someone who wants a family
Someone willing to try new things in all areas of life
Someone who will be strong threw the hard times

Who will this someone be, will I ever find that someone ?

eshajam said:

Someone you can believe in;
Someone who is there for you,
Reminding you to have faith in yourself.
Someone who inspires you to follow your heart,
Someone who looks forward to spending time with you;
Someone who gives you support, and
Helps you achieve, so that
You can spread your wings and soar.
Someone who offers you advice,
Who gives you a piece of mind,
And a sense of pride;
Someone who will listen,
And help you through hard times,
Drying your tears;
So that all your fears disappear into the night.
Do you have such a friend?
If not, remember,
Someone is always there for you.
And that someone is me.

KING OF JB said:

Of all the friends I've ever met,

You're the one I won't forget.

And if I die

Before you do

I'll go to heaven    


And wait for you     


I'll give the angels

Back their wings

And risk the loss Of everything

Just to prove


My friendship is true

I'm thankful to have

Family and Friends like you!

eshajam said:

just like i am missing u




I never thought i would think of you,
wait for your message, wait for you,
I never thought i would miss you,
I thought you were just a fantasy friend,
Oh dear, how wrong was I. I'm insane!
but i pushed you away for your own good,
you are unique, only a fool would refuse you,
Yet i know we don't have what we had,
Why couldn't you be near me? I need you now more than ever before,
Everyday i think of you, i miss you, but i don't wish the same for you,
As I'm aware of the pain, that arises,
By missing someone, who is the most dearest to you,
You were the only hope i had, i had hoped you would stay always by my side,
But now your presence is no-where to be felt,
The warmth of your words, that soothed my pain, that demolished my fears, healed my wounds,
Those words are missing, like I'm missing you,
you were different, like no one else before,
You had made me believe, there are people who cares for you,
you were like an angel, assigned to me By Lord,
You certainly proved to be one, I swear by my Lord,
But now you Have disappeared by my own wish,
How i wish i could show you, how much i miss,
I have my reasons, but you will never know,
But i wish you happiness, success and health,
I'm sure without me you're more likely to heal,
I was nothing but a pain to you,
But now that I'm gone, you're free,
I hope you that you don't miss me,
Like i miss you,
I hope you forget me,
..........Like yesterday's news..........     

eshajam said:

~tasha~ said:

My dear friends, I took a cup of friendship
And added in the mix
All the sunshine that you sent
And problems that you fixed

I took our joy and laughter
And blended it right in
Then I took a cup of love
And filled it to the brim

I mixed the batter gladly
With loving and with care
Added some heat to make it rise
Baked a friendship cake to share

So eat it up, we'll always be
Friends throughout eternity

Your Friend, Tasha.

we found that we are always smiling
At the very thought of you;
You're always so encouraging
In what you say and do.

It seems we often wondering
How you are throughout the day;
So many things we want to share,
And so much to convey.

You truly know the heart of us,
On you we can depend;
we praise God for His gift to us
For you will be in our heart forever
our sweet best friend.

KING OF JB said:

ya bi sath main he ho ga

Mujrim said:

Fairl_Girl said:

Mujrim said:

kyu bhai yeh to darwazaa band karke nahata hai

tumne kab dekha?

yaar pak aaya tha to iskay ghar ruka tha do din ke liye

aur washroom mei yeh 1 ghantay se kum nai lagata nahane mei

kitni baar darwazay pe knock kia phir jaake nikla yeh

eshajam said:

Friendship is something to hold on to
But for me that's not the case
Cause I don't feel I need to keep
Something that can't be erased

I am sure of what I have
Cause with you I have no doubt
For what we've built, can't ever fail
It's what I care about

I find it hard to describe
This thing that we share
Especially when there's nothing else
That ever could compare

Others always know
That together we will be
For there can never be another
"friends for life "

Those two words, known all over
Might as well be one
Cause without a friend , there is no life
I'm sorry, it just can't be done

For you're the "U", and I'm the "S"
And forever that will be
Cause together we make "US", and so
YOU COMPLETE ME!!

~tasha~ said:

Mout Ki Aaghosh Main Jab Thak Kai Soo Jati Hai Maa
Tab Kaheen Ja Kar Sukoon Thora Sa Pa Jati Hai Maa

Fikr Main Bachoon Ki Kuch Is Terha Ghul Jati Hai Maa
Nojawaan Hotay Huwe Budhe Nazar Aati Hai Maa

Rooh Kai Rishtay Ki Yeah Gehrayean To Daikheye
Choot Lagti Hai Humaray Aur Chillati Hai Maa

Kab Zarurat Ho Merai Bachay Ku Itna Sooch Kar
Jaagti Rehti Hain Aankhain Aur Soo Jati Hai Maa

Hudiyoon Ka Ras Pila kar Apnay Dil Kai Chain Ku
Kitnee Hi Ratoon Mai Khali Pait Soo Jati Hai Maa

Janai Kitne Barf Si Ratoon Mai Aysa Bhi Hua
Bacha To Chaati Pai Hai Gelay Main Soo Jati hai Maa

Jab Khilonai Ku Machalta Hai Koie Ghurbat Ka Phool
Aansoon Kai Saaz Par Bachay Ku Bhailati Hai Maa

Fiker Kai Shamshaan Mai Aakhir Chitaoon Ki Terha
Jaisai Sookhi Lakreyaan, Is Terha Jal Jati Hai Maa

Apnay Aanchal Sai Gulabi Aansuoon Ku Poonch Kar
Dair Tak Gurbat Pai Apne Ashk Barsati Hai Maa

Samnai Bachoon Kai Kush Rahti Hai Her Ik Haal Main
Raat Ku Chup Chup Kai Lakin Ashk Bersati Hai Maa

Phailay Bachoon Ku Kheelati Hai Sukoon-o-Chain Sai
Baad Mai Jo Kuch Bacha Oh Shouk Sai Khati Hai Maa

Mangti Hi Kuch Nahi Apnai Leye ALLAH Sai
Apnai Bachoon Kai Leye Daman Ku Phailati Hai Maa

Gar Javan Baiti Ho Ghar Main Aur Koie Rishta Na Ho
Ek Naye Ehsas Ki Suli Pai Char Jati Hai Maa

Har Eebadat Har Mohabbat Mai Nihan Hai Ek Gharz
Be-Gharz, Be-Loos, Har Khidmat Ku Kar Jati Hai Maa

Bazuwoon Mai Kheench Kai Aajaye Gi Jaisai Kayenat
Apnai Bachay Kai Leye Bahoon Ku Phailati Hai Maa

Zindagani Kai Safar Mai Gardishoon Ki Dhoop Mai
Jab Koie Saya Nahi Milta To Yaad Aati Hai Maa

Pyar Khaitai Hain Kisai Aur Mamta Kya Cheez Hai
Koie Un Bachoon Sai Poocheye Jin Ki Mar Jati Hai Maa

Safa-e-Hasti Pai Likhti Hai Usool-e-Zindagi
Is Liye Ek Muktab-e-Islam Khailati Hai Maa

Us Nai Duniyan Ku Deye Masoom Rahber Ise Leye
Azmatoon Mai Sani-e-Quran Khailati Hai Maa

Ghar Sai Jab Pardesh Ja Ta Hai Koie Noor-e-Nazar
Haath Main Qur'an Lai Kar Dar Pai Aajati Hai Maa

Dai Kai Bachay Ku Zamanat Main Raza-e-Pak Ki
Peechay Peechay Sar Jhookaye Door Tak Jaati Hai Maa

Kanpti Aawaz Sai Khaiti Hai Baita "Ulwida"
Samnai Jab Tak Rahe Haatoon Ku Lehrati Hai Maa

Jab Perayshani Mai Ghar Jatai Hain Hum Pardesh Main
Aansuwoon Ku Poonch Nai Khawaboon Main Aajati Hai Maa

Dair Ho Jati Hai Ghar Aanai Main Aksar Jab Hamain
Rait Per Machle Ho Jaisay Aisay Ghabrati Hai Maa

Martai Dam Tak Aasaka Bacha Na Ghar Pardesh Sai
Apni Donoo Putliyaan Chokhat Pai Rakh Jati Hai Maa

Baad Mar Janai Kai Phir Baite Ki Khidmat Kai Leye
Bhaise Beti Ka Badal Kar Ghar Main Aajati Hai Maa

Door Ho Jati Hai Sari Omer Ki Us Dum Thakan
Bayha Kar Kai Betay Ka Jab Ghar Bahu Lati Hai Maa