~tasha~
Age: 125
6663 days old here
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United Kingdom, United Kingdom
It hurts to see you cry the tears in your eyes brings thoughts in my mind the kind that kill my will to be strong and move on without you what am i to do when where through i cant imagine to begin life all alone merely postpone this pain for a later time ... what a shame it'll still be the same the hurt will remain a part of me even if you cant see it i can feel it deep inside i'll always hide this deep-set feeling but me being me what you will see is a smiling face a warm embrace a loving grace so for now we stay together but i know i'll pay with tears from my fears of being alone that i try to postpone....
~tasha~
Age: 125
6663 days old here
Total Posts: 47628
Points: 0
Location:
United Kingdom, United Kingdom
Within the depths of my mind, Dark thoughts float about. One way to silence the pain, And the overwhelming frustration within. The glint of the blade, Scarlet liquid beats below thin flesh, Cuts 'pon each slender wrist. Where will the pain be released this time? Pools of hazel close, Tears form 'round the corners. Sharp pain felt, The blade goes along it's path. A streak of crimson, A liquid drop. Fear wells within once more, The wound is sealed, Yet another scar to add to the many others. Hazel eyes looks to a mirrors image of she, She would never been good enough. Ashamed look cascades over her face, The words she wishes she could tell scream inside. But those secrets shall never be revealed, Shoved back down under her happy appearance. Only to resurface and taunt her, The secret thoughts of she, Have once more left their brand.
~tasha~
Age: 125
6663 days old here
Total Posts: 47628
Points: 0
Location:
United Kingdom, United Kingdom
My throat speaks a suffocating scream. but you can't hear, you're too far away. You reach out to cradle, to comfort me. but I can't reach, I'm too far away.
In a glass room. I can see everything perfectly clear. But it all seems to far away. I run to gain some ground. But the walls stop me. I'm too far away.
I can make out a faint pretty picture. It's you. You're moving away. My heart breaks with every step, as I know I cannot act.
My tools have left me, so have my words. All I can say is that solitary suffocating scream. Piercing the night. Yet you don't hear, you're too far away.
~tasha~
Age: 125
6663 days old here
Total Posts: 47628
Points: 0
Location:
United Kingdom, United Kingdom
Your scent fills the air I can not see you but I know you are near The perfume you wear Given to you a gift, long ago a token of my love
In darkness your shadow appears I reach out, but you are not there I feel your hand in mine Gripping gently
The sound of your breath echoes in my head I try to speak but no words are found I hear your voice calling out But the air is silent
Your body fills the stale air I can not touch you yet, I know you are near In minds eye a picture of your face Glowing with happiness of another time Wishing I could be there Two side by side
I run to find shelter from the ghosts that I see Everywhere I look, memories Of you and I I know it can not be over We must meet once more
Now the memories fading As new love I do seek I promise not to forget you I promise not to, Forget
~tasha~
Age: 125
6663 days old here
Total Posts: 47628
Points: 0
Location:
United Kingdom, United Kingdom
Just the thought of him makes me feel all warm inside. I wonder at how he can make me smile, laugh, and even cry at any moment. Though it has only been a few short days, I feel as if I've known him forever. I can tell him anything, even if I cannot see him. Oh, I would give anything just to see those bright eyes gazing into mine. Or feel his gentle touch after I've had a bad day. For I know he is always there when I need a shoulder to cry on. But he will never really be there. My Prince lives in a castle far, far away. But even though we are apart, I feel close to him.
~tasha~
Age: 125
6663 days old here
Total Posts: 47628
Points: 0
Location:
United Kingdom, United Kingdom
you are so astounding and constantly on my mind you're incredibly sweet and just totally kind i dont know what you do but you always leave an impact i think im falling for you and thats a genuine fact excessively sensible, but crazy all the time constantly wishing you were just mine you stimulate my mind like no one before talking of anything and everything and then some more you're always so funny and i love it when you smile you just make me want you with your punk rock style theres just something about you that i cant quite see i know if you left me i'd never be free the way you make me feel just blinds me crazy you remind me of what it is to just be happy
