~tasha~
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How can you miss a man, who was never there? Isn't that like missing thin air? I feel a void in my heart Knowing we are worlds a part Where is this man i seem to miss This man who is suppose to bring me bliss Something inside me wrenches with need My heart is filled with greed It hurts so much i want to scream Yet still his face goes unseen I am doing all that i can So where the hell is my mystery man
~tasha~
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My Hidden Tears -----------------
I smile to not show you... How much pain I am still in. I pretend to not notice you as if it doesn’t matter... For to acknowledge your presence would intensify the pain. I smile to not show you... How hard it has been to just let you go. I smile to not show you... That my wound is still wide open. I smile to not show you... That I am still as vulnerable as the last time you saw me. But in my private, solitary space in the universe, I cannot smile through my tears. I cry... Because I still miss our friendship dearly. I cry... Because I am no longer a part of your life. I cry... Because I know that I was not the one who walked away. I cry... Because I let you into my soul where I let few ever go. I cry... Because you will not respond to any of my correspondences. I cry... Because you have given me no choice but to let you go. I cry... Because I can’t let you go. It’s not supposed to be that easy.
~tasha~
Age: 125
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Back To Hell ----------------
I can’t find the words To explain how I feel My scars tell my story So open your mind, Close your eyes And listen carefully
My skin is painted; red with life it protects me from my pain Scabs cover my body To heal the inner anguish My tears fall onto my wounds As to numb my self abuse
My temporary escape reality is just a dream but once this dream is over its back to hell with me
~tasha~
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The Hidden Hero ------------------
He's not your normal type of hero, he's not someone you would expect to see, someone else looking up to. he's kinda quite, yet he's so loud, he's one of the best people that anyone could ever meet. he's sometimes a pain like everyone else in the world he can be so sweet that it doesn’t seem like its him. he's someone that you can talk to, and feel safe with, he knows how to treat someone right, and make them feel better when everything just came crashing down. he's my best friend in the entire world I wouldn’t trade him for anything he's my one and only true hero the one that I can rely on. The one person that can cheer me up when I’ve been crying all night long
~tasha~
Age: 125
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corners of life -------------------
turn the corner where have you gone? your not there.. your supposed to be there.. here.. with me, for me.. round the corner, further yonder your there.. without me.. without a sign of care or worry cause i dont exist to you anymore just a distant memory dusted and pushed away to the furthest corners of your mind.. to forget.. forget me.. and the memories.. backed against the wall i stand there.. watching you.. so happy without me.. while i sit here.. doing so bad without you..
~tasha~
Age: 125
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do you understand? ---------------------
do you understand? the thing that gave me new life is the thing that killed me do you understand? i pretend no one can compare but i know its a lie and i know the truth do you understand? at times i want to die just to see if you'd care do you understand? i'd give up everything for you again again, i'd be that foolish do you understand? you couldnt... it'd hurt too much if you did
~tasha~
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Absolutely The Best Shrimp --------------------------------
INGREDIENTS
1/2 cup all-purpose flour 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper 1/4 teaspoon cayenne pepper 1 1/2 pounds fresh shrimp, shelled and deveined without tails 1/2 cup olive oil 4 cloves garlic, minced 1 shallot, chopped 1/2 cup fresh parsley, minced 1/2 teaspoon dried oregano, crushed 2 tablespoons white wine 2 tablespoons brandy
DIRECTIONS
In a small bowl, combine flour, salt, pepper and cayenne pepper. Mix thoroughly. Dredge shrimp in flour mixture. In a large skillet, saute dredged shrimp in olive oil for 5 minutes over high heat. Toss shrimp often to prevent burning. Transfer shrimp with a slotted spoon to a serving dish, leaving the oil in the pan. In the same pan, saute the garlic, shallot, parsley and oregano over medium heat for 3 minutes; stirring constantly. Spoon the mixture over the shrimp. Return pan to the heat. Preheat your broiler for medium heat. Pour the wine and brandy into the skillet and ignite with a match or lighter. When the flames die down, stir to loosen any browned bits on the bottom of the skillet; pour over shrimp. Place the serving dish of shrimp in a preheated broiler for about 2 minutes.
~tasha~
Age: 125
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Baked Bananas ---------------
INGREDIENTS
1 tablespoon cornstarch 1/2 cup sugar 1 cup water 2 tablespoons butter 1 1/2 teaspoons lemon juice 1/8 teaspoon ground nutmeg 1 pinch salt (optional) 7 ripe bananas
DIRECTIONS
Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). In a saucepan over medium-high heat, mix together cornstarch and sugar. Gradually stir in water. Bring to a boil, stirring constantly. Remove from heat, stir in butter, lemon juice, nutmeg, and salt. Peel bananas, and place in a casserole dish. Drizzle sauce over bananas. Bake in a preheated oven for 12 minutes. Serve warm.
