eshajam said:

Sad once again!
i can see it in my tears
i can see it in my blood
the way it drips out my eyes,
runs down my fist
the water is black and now running down my chest
but the blood from my vains still keeps flowing down my fist

the razor i used
is right by my side
in the silence of the dark
i know no one will ever hear my cry
that's why
my pain and depression
always makes me want to
   ..D...I...E..

eshajam said:

I'm so sad and so alone and I wish that you would notice
But you walk around and do not even cast another glare
If I were gone tomorrow
would you notice that I'm not there?
Or really should the question be...
would you even care?

Would you miss me even vaguely?
Would you wish that u could save me?
Would you want my presence near?
Or would you barely shed a tear

If I lost you, I'd lose myself
There's no point in explaining
I can't live one breathe knowing
that you would never take another
I would lose the biggest part of me,
I'll be forever incomplete
I'll lose all I have to live for and more
because you are everything to me
You are the air I breathe;
you are the person I need.
Like I said you complete me so..
without you I'm not whole
And I have a hole right
where my heart used to be

I will love you forever
until the last breathe leaves my lungs,
until my days are finally done
But you are not there with me now
   so all i can do is
......MISS YOU.......

kOoLeSt1 said:

~tasha~ said:

kOoLeSt1 said:

~tasha~ said:

where is zk?

me here friend

hw r u

heyyyy welcome back

em f9 n fit

hm thats GUD

and thankkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkks

Fairl_Girl said:

~tasha~ said:

wow

my darling sis u r always 1st

eshajam said:

Think of me,
Think to that day
Before we said good-bye.
Remember back to when
You promised your heart
Was forever to be mine.

Recall those days,
The ones filled with rain,
When you promised you'd never leave.
Were those promises
For real or
Completely empty?

Imagine us
So long ago
carefree as the wind.
Do you not recall
Those days when
We never gave in?

Now you're scared,
To love again,
To trust someone with your hearts' key.
But I promise you
That you can
Trust your heart with me.

Why must you
Back out now.....
Before we could set sail on the sea.
I never thought that I
Would be here
Hopeless and lonely. . .