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The Road to Nowhere


To travel the road to nowhere.
The soul's dark amazon.
Eternal peace is anywhere,
the mind might set upon.

To travel the road to nowhere.
To know you're really gone.
And when you finally get there,
to find your god is Ron.

There's something in the cupboard, boy.
There's something in the dark.
There's something in the cupboard, boy,
that leaves a lasting mark.

There's something in the cupboard, boy.
Old secrets gather dust.
There's something in the cupboard, boy,
that reeks decay and must.

To travel the road to nowhere.
Reading signposts from beyond.
As self-deceit completes defeat,
a cold ghost light is shone,
on Ron. On Ron.

He learned to sham at his father's knee.
He knew the power of story.
He lived by lies and fantasies,
and dreamed of fame and glory.

So travel the road but beware,
for he drew an arcane map.
His weak and dismal followers,
could see no fatal trap.

But in his inner circle,
his worth would soon reveal.
To those that rail and cavil,
he'd crush beneath his heel.

There's something in the cupboard, boy.
The sweetest scent of musk.
There's something in the cupboard, boy,
as warm and moist as lust.

To travel the road to nowhere.
It's not the smoothest ride.
To have all faith you must defer,
to a self-referring guide.

To travel the road to nowhere.
To avoid the rush and throng.
Unravel in the space of somewhere,
and sing a specious song.

There's something in the cupboard, boy.
It's got an evil breath.
There's something in the cupboard, boy,
that toys with fear and death.

To travel the road to nowhere.
And wield your magic wand.
A shuffling prisoner of despair,
when fragile hopes abscond.

To travel the road to nowhere.
A funeral dress you don.
All truth is moulded out there,
like a Sci-Fi writer's con.

There's something in the cupboard, boy.
You hear it scratch and whine.
There's something in the cupboard, boy,
both bedevilled and divine.

To travel the road to nowhere.
To follow a different sun.
To travel the road with due care,
not to end as you begun.

To travel the road to nowhere,
to life's grim denouement.
Be sighted by the cross hairs,
released from earthly bond.

To travel the road to nowhere.
Your face is drawn and wan.
Your self-belief masks hidden grief,
while the thief of time moves on.
Posted 27 Dec 2006

eshajam says
Mom are Angels
NiCe Share Tashumine
Posted 13 Feb 2009

~tasha~ says
Posted 13 Feb 2009

~tasha~ says
How do I
Get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be?
Oh I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
Your my world my heart my soul
If you ever leave Baby
you would take away everything good in my Life.

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I
How do I
Oh how do I live?.

Without you
There'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There would be no world left for me
And I
Baby I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave Baby
you would take away everything real in My life

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I
How do I
Oh how do I live?...

If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything
Need you with me Baby
coz you know your everything good in My life

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I
How do I
Oh how do I live
How do I live without you
How do I live without you baby.
Posted 16 Feb 2009

~tasha~ says
Love is everywhere
To you I swear
You don't have to be alone.

Everything changes but beauty remains
Something so tender
I can't explain
Well I may be dreaming but till I awake
Can we make this dream last forever
And I'll cherish all the love we share
Posted 16 Feb 2009

Miss mine says
~tasha~ said:

How do I
Get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be?
Oh I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
Your my world my heart my soul
If you ever leave Baby
you would take away everything good in my Life.

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I
How do I
Oh how do I live?.

Without you
There'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There would be no world left for me
And I
Baby I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave Baby
you would take away everything real in My life

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I
How do I
Oh how do I live?...

If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything
Need you with me Baby
coz you know your everything good in My life

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I
How do I
Oh how do I live
How do I live without you
How do I live without you baby.




Lolz ask fragi bhai this song is his song
Posted 17 Feb 2009

Miss mine says
~tasha~ said:

Love is everywhere
To you I swear
You don't have to be alone.

Everything changes but beauty remains
Something so tender
I can't explain
Well I may be dreaming but till I awake
Can we make this dream last forever
And I'll cherish all the love we share



beautiful
Posted 17 Feb 2009

~tasha~ says
Posted 17 Feb 2009

~tasha~ says
Miss mine said:

~tasha~ said:

How do I
Get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be?
Oh I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
Your my world my heart my soul
If you ever leave Baby
you would take away everything good in my Life.

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I
How do I
Oh how do I live?.

Without you
There'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There would be no world left for me
And I
Baby I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave Baby
you would take away everything real in My life

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I
How do I
Oh how do I live?...

If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything
Need you with me Baby
coz you know your everything good in My life

And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive?
How do I
How do I
Oh how do I live
How do I live without you
How do I live without you baby.




Lolz ask fragi bhai this song is his song


awww
Posted 17 Feb 2009

~tasha~ says
Posted 17 Feb 2009

~tasha~ says
Posted 17 Feb 2009

~tasha~ says
I just want you to know...
How important you are to me,
Knowing that you care and understand me,
...That you trust and believe in me.
i just want you to know...
How wonderful it is having you as a friend,
Knowing that you are always there for me,
...that you will always be my friend.
I just want you to know...
That I know how wonderful you are,
...That i do care,
...and that I do love you,
I just want you to know.
Posted 17 Feb 2009

~tasha~ says
Posted 17 Feb 2009

~tasha~ says
searching for answers
that evaded me for so long,
i got lost in a maze of treachery
hidden under a mask of innocence;

it’s been so long
words kept me awake
all night long, making
me restless and confused;

drowning in the wishes
of a long lost past,
i let my life down,
i let myself down;

in the midst of the night
under the velvet skies
i surrendered to life
i whisper for forgiveness;

so with a smile on my lips
and a wish on my heart
i give faith(hope) one more reason
i give life another chance
to make my wish come true.
Posted 18 Feb 2009

~tasha~ says
at the stroke of midnight
the light filters in
still asleep
stepping on one, two many things
stumbling and cursing
i make my way out
i try to make my way
on the road to somewhere
listening to the radio
with little clouds tagging along the path
rain like daggers coming down on me
All my world in one grain of sand
And I’ve blown it
probing in the dark
yet right infront of me all the time
all this time i couldnt see
i was in a deep slumber
trying to live in heaven
while my feet was stuck in hell
like a disease spreading through the blood
i let u take over my life
awakened at the last minute
with the light finally filtering in
i have grown weary of this lie
that you called "our life"
i woken now to find my life
blown into pieces
comforting myself
i make my way out
on the road to somewhere
with none to call my own
head held up, looking straight ahead
i walk into the horizon
to rest my soul for the night
a brand new day awaits
a brand new journey beckons
sunrise brings new hope
sunrise brings me back my life
Posted 18 Feb 2009

~tasha~ says
stuck inside inside this shell
i long to break out
away from all this mundane life
i wish to break free of this boring routine
materialistic ambitions galore
swimming against a tide (that we call life)
fast at times
slow at another
stuck once in a while
i lay buried under a sea of desires
meaningless most of the time
necessity once in a while
clueless for the rest
i wait
like a shadow in the night
like a fly around a light
like a rebel wanting to break free
i wait
i am tired
trying to make sense of this humdrum existence
life is now a high speed car race
drive fast to stay with the pack
drive slow and be left behind
its all happening too fast
living in a circus
walking a tightrope everyday
smiling to one and all
juggling everything that is thrown
another day, another act
another mindless journey
putting on a brave face
wearing a new make-up each time
On and on, does anybody know what we are living for?
Outside the day has dawned
But inside in the dark
i want to break free…
Posted 18 Feb 2009

~tasha~ says
The pinnacle awaits your arrival,
Even as you upon stones still stumble.

Happiness wants to rest by your side,
While you are struggling through a sorrowful ride.

Confidence wants to adorn you head,
When you feel you are as good as dead.

Love is waiting to embrace you forever,
Even when you feel hate wont leave your life ever.

Perfection wants to pave your way,
While nothing goes your way every day.

He is waiting to gift you with all you want,
While the horror of ‘losing it all’ to you begins to haunt.

So what are you waiting for
Everytime you feel you have reached the dead end,
Bear in mind that you have to end their wait,
And give your life a whole new bait.
Posted 18 Feb 2009

~tasha~ says
the grey sky looming above,
rain drops still dripping down
from the pregnant clouds above,
we set out on our journey once again;

around and around we go
in slow circles, moving
to the beat of the thunder
and rain that surrounds us;

as the droplets hit the ground,
shattered realizations lay scattered
reminding me nothing is same
as it seems to be;

as another memory turns to dust
i cut the lifeline that attaches me to the past
and i shove it back into the depths
where nothing will ever bring it back alive;

the rain does nothing to stop our journey,
never forgetting, who we are
we walk these streets of madness,
knowing that,without each-other…..
we are simply incomplete.
Posted 18 Feb 2009

~tasha~ says
as I stand here
on the threshold of
something new
life has come to a pause;

everything has just
been temporarily
put on hold or
slowed down to a crawl;

emotions,
thoughts,
desires,
and dreams;

like a kid stepping into a school
after the holidays
everything seems brand new
while its all the same;

nothing has changed
nothing seems out of order
yet everything seems so out of sync
like a lion out of captivity and into the forest;

time will set right everything,
time will show the mirages
when the dust has settled,
And only time will answer
where this journey will take me;
until then, I am as clueless as you are
about this beautiful thing
called “life”, my sweet little life.
Posted 18 Feb 2009

~tasha~ says
times when i just can’t
say what i want to shout
i am afraid when it comes out
it will all be wrong;

as the drama unfolds
putting me dead in the center
of an unexpected storm
i keep moving in circles;

try as much as possible
i am stuck inside this cell
even with the keys in my hand
i am unable to open the lock;

as the walls close in on me
i feel suffocated and fear
i would just be another victim
of her morbid games;

as the world closed in on me,
fear no longer an excuse
i took a deep breath
and out came what i suppressed inside;

as i lay there exhausted and confused
you lift me higher, take my spirit and make it fly,
to the moon up in the sky,
bringing a sparkle to my dreams
Posted 18 Feb 2009

~tasha~ says
Posted 19 Feb 2009

~tasha~ says
Signs of springtime sprout,
crocus peek out beneath snow.
Mother Nature stirs, begins to shout,
warm southerly breezes soon blow,
upon meadows white.

Sounds of rebirth heard,
geese descending northern flight,
migration with red robin, songbird.
Warm the earth oh mighty sun,
renewal be done.

Show beyond all doubt,
let wonders of nature grow.
April showers trickle down rainspout,
colorful arched rainbow.
reflective prism light.

Rebirth occured,
amazing transforming sight,
watch nature's seasonal change spurred.
Her beauty woven and gently spun,
springtime has begun.
Posted 19 Feb 2009

~tasha~ says
Don’t wait for some distant day to come,
it may be too late before you’ve even begun.
Not everyone will agree with all you decide.

Be true to yourself first and foremost.
The only important thing in life is what you do
with the time you spend here on earth.

Don’t be afraid to follow your desires,
they are not silly nor selfish.
Take the time and do what makes you feel alive.

Leave your fears and regrets in the past,
for this is where they belong.
Don’t cloud today with things that can’t be undone.

You have no more control over yesterday or tomorrow,
than you do the raging of your passions.
Do not quiet these dreams nor quench your desires.

For if you do, your journey is ended.
You have only today to begin anew and follow your dreams.
For in the end all we have are our memories.

When the twilight comes to us, let there be,
No excuses, no explanations, no regrets!
Posted 19 Feb 2009

~tasha~ says
If you can’t be the pine at the top of the hill
Be the scrub in the valley, but be

The best little scrub on the side of the hill
Be a bush if you can’t be a tree

If you can’t be a bush be a bit of the grass
Doing something for somebody’s sake

If you can’t be a muskie try being a bass
But be the liveliest bass in the lake

We can’t all be captains, some have to be crew
There is something for all of us here

There is big work and little for people to do
And the task we must do is near

So if you can’t be a highway then be a great trail
If you can’t be a sun be a star

It isn’t by size that you win or you fail
Be the best at whatever you are
Posted 19 Feb 2009

~tasha~ says
Realizing the things,
that mean so much.
Like a thought that puts a smile,
on your face, or a simple loving touch.

The smell of fragrant flowers,
on a breezy Spring day.
The kind words of encouragement,
that are spoken your way.

The sweet sounds of children laughing,
as they play down the hall.
The feeling of accomplishment,
no matter how big or small.

The thought of loved ones,
who have come and gone.
Their pictures and the memories,
that will forever live on.

If we could take time out
and focus less, on our financial state.
We would realize it’s the little things,
that really make life so great.
Posted 19 Feb 2009

~tasha~ says
Have you ever wished, when a day went wrong
a wish that’s quite in vain
that it were only possible
to live that day again

You’d start out in the morning
with the prayers you should have said
and through the days your actions
with tolerance be led

The many little instances
that tried your patience, true
if only you could start again
you’d know now what to do

You’d kneel and say your evening prayers
and thank the lord above
for all the pleasant hours past
your heart at peace with love

But since this is a wish in vain
and never can be true
there’s only one alternative
just one thing you can do

To live today in such a way
that when tomorrow comes
the memories of yesterday
will all be cherished ones.
Posted 19 Feb 2009

~tasha~ says
This is the beginning of a new day.
I have been given this day to use as I will.

I can waste it, or use it.
I can make it a day long to be remembered for its joy,
its beauty and its achievements,
or it can be filled with pettiness.

What I do today is important because I am exchanging a day of my life for it.

When tomorrow comes this day will be gone forever,
but I shall hold something which I have traded for it.

It may be no more than a memory,
but if it is a worthy one I shall not regret the price.

I want it to be gain not loss, good not evil, success not failure.
Posted 19 Feb 2009

~tasha~ says
I love you more than words can say,
Reality says we shouldn’t love each other,
that we should be apart. Although we fight it,
Our hearts say we belong together.

To hear your voice, see you smile, to feel your touch
My heart flutters and skips a beat.

I feel your emotions as if they are my
own. Connected, understood and accepted
in a way I can’t even explain.
The thought of losing you makes my
heart grow still…

Your touch tells me I’m home,
When you hold me, all of the
world fades away and TIME
stands still….

Oh, how I wish time could
stand still….
Posted 19 Feb 2009

~tasha~ says
Unaware to the outside world
in the park bench right outside the highway
i lay motionless
shivering in the midnight cold
with nothing else to keep me company
and no one aware of my being
my mind wanders to the night before
in the middle of the night
walking across the road
i saw him
draped in a black attire
with a matching black umbrella
shielding him from the cold cold rain
he was waiting
waiting for me to come to him
with no one to call as my own
and no one to call as my friend
i was walking
away from life
and away from painfully slow lonely life
(into this land they call "purgatory")
in this park bench
where i am
waitin for this life to slowly seep away
so i can travel in my choice of cars
waiting on the highway…
Posted 19 Feb 2009

~tasha~ says


sitting in the park bench
in the midst of a lush green field
away from the prying eyes of everyone
we sit down,
hands clasped

strangers we were
on the day we saw each other
you going about your work
me, stumbling into the minefield
like a lost child

scared and confused
i stood rooted to my place
like a human in a field of dinosaurs
i was wondering when the chase would begin
to hunt me down
and to drive me away

until you grabbed me by the hand
and took me away
from a deadly minefield
to a garden of flowers

until that moment
we were just strangers
in the same train

time flew fast
we changed places
we changed ourselves
we changed for good

once a week
in this little bench
we sit down
we talk
we relive our first meeting
we relive our lives
week after week

rain or sun
never bothered us
every week
this little park bench was our paradise
away from the crazy world we live in

couple of hours every week
we come here
sit down
and watch the birds and the bees fly by
watch the kids play in the grass
watch the outside world zoom infront of us

yet just like the first day
we sit here
hands clasped
silently watching the world
without saying a word

silently wishing the world to stop
silently hoping
time moves backward
to the first day we met
to the day when 2 strangers
became friends
Posted 19 Feb 2009

~tasha~ says
on a cold winter morning
with the winds howling in the dark
i make my way out
into the wilderness

danger everywhere
beasts prowling in the dark
hungry for more prey
with insatiable appetite

stumbling into the dark
pitfalls and danger all around
i crawl out of my home
into this dark, desolate forest

darkness all around
sunlight trapped high above the ground
life was tough
life was hard

the journey had been chosen by
my men and women before me
the path is the same
individual being different

it was easy as a pie
travel the same path
(just like everyone)
hop on to the bus that comes along
and go where it takes you
get down when its your turn

i wanted to be different
i wanted to live life
i wanted to live my life
enjoy it every moment
enjoy it even if its for a minute

stopping midway
i turned around
walked into the forest
wanting to live my life
i set out to make my own path

the path may not lead to riches
the path may not be the easy route
but i dare to be different
taking one step at a time
i march on
towards my dream

my dream
my life
my happiness
my path

join me if you want
for the journey has just begun
and the path is still being carved out
Posted 19 Feb 2009

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