~tasha~
Age: 125
6678 days old here
Total Posts: 47628
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Location:
United Kingdom, United Kingdom
I Dont Understand
What is this feeling inside me? I don’t know. It seems to be a similar one. I felt long ago
Am I being possessive? Or am I being dependent? Why all of a sudden Do I trust this one the most?
Our acquaintance ship not long enough How can I jump into conclusion? Not knowing what is inside the other How can I jump into a deep thing?
Am I feeling this? Because I suppressed these feelings before Because I am not in my usual balanced state of mind Because I am depressed Because I am feeling rejected Because I am diffident Because, I don’t trust myself
~tasha~
Age: 125
6678 days old here
Total Posts: 47628
Points: 0
Location:
United Kingdom, United Kingdom
Contemplating about my existence And the meaning of my life, I find no absolute answers. I repeat contemplating Over the triviality of my existence, My existence might be a sheer waste.
I am wandering through the woods, Not knowing where to go. Want no more perceptions of my existence. I seek the truth. I seek the reality. But I question how it comes, When there is no reality.
Noumenon It is a thing in itself It just exists No force exists that can change it. Humans act foolish trying to perceive it With a desire to reveal its nature
I hate this materialistic world, I have nothing to do here. No freedom. No choice. Constant fear Helpless I am
What is there to do here?
I question others. They say memories, I feel they are nothing. Perhaps, stimulators of neurons, Adding feelings to your acquisitive body That doesn’t last for a long time
I question others. They say love, There is no true love. Lust and self centered egoism Voracious appetite to satisfy yourself Weapon to get out of the feeling of isolation
Where did it start? Where does it end? Ebbs and floods of the tides Origin and Destiny From nowhere to nowhere Existing somewhere
There is no life in LIFE
All things that begin must end. Wish I could dissipate To the place where I came from A place that might or might not exist But fear engulfs me Dissonance in me Quest in me to find out the answers Contrarily there are no answers
~tasha~
Age: 125
6678 days old here
Total Posts: 47628
Points: 0
Location:
United Kingdom, United Kingdom
I Believe
I believe that the sun shines after the rain I believe if you don't get hurt you'll never gain I believe in not doing things the easy way I believe that being selfish doesn’t pay
I believe in a second chance I believe in a life long romance I believe there is life after death And standing up to a life of mess
I believe in love at first sight I believe that revenge isn’t right I believe that first impressions last And there is nothing better then a good laugh
I believe that dreams do come true I believe there's destiny for me and you I believe that good things come to those who wait I believe love never arrives too late
I believe something good comes from something bad I believe that for tears of happiness there are tears of sad I believe everyone has a guardian angel And the good you do will be rewarded well
I believe sometimes there is no explanation I believe money can't buy people's affection I believe you don't know what you've got until it's gone I believe a new day arrives with every dawn
I believe a smile can be contagious I believe in being very outrageous I believe in living with no regrets I believe that life is as good as it gets
I believe that God watches over us I believe the little things are worth the fuss I believe you have each friend for a reason I believe you will get punished for treason
I believe that what comes first is family I believe we should all live in harmony I believe in making the most of a beautiful day And it's not the end until everything's okay
I believe absence makes the heart grow fonder I believe you will lose if you sit and wonder I believe every experience teaches you a lesson And nothing cures better then a drinking session
I believe everyone has one true love I believe sometimes we need a little shove I believe the whole world is a stage I believe we only get better with age
I believe that to learn you have to live I believe that to love someone you have to give I believe one moment can change your life And there's still help when you’re in strife
I believe everyone has one true friend I believe love helps a broken heart mend I believe in the power of a song And things will change before too long
I believe living is the best experience I believe in not laughing at other people’s expense I believe it’s hard to watch a lover leave And when they’re gone all you can do is breath
I believe to always look on the bright side I believe that life is just one big ride I believe when I die people will grieve But it’s ok because I believe
~tasha~
Age: 125
6678 days old here
Total Posts: 47628
Points: 0
Location:
United Kingdom, United Kingdom
Only Love Counts
Only love counts Honesty may prove valuable Build trust Make me believe all you say
But honesty like faith Cannot charm me Truth is not always logical I believe when I choose Doubt comes when it will Stays long enough And goes of its own accord
Only love counts Honesty may prove expedient Confirm hope But will not bond me to you