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I Dont Understand


What is this feeling inside me?
I don’t know.
It seems to be a similar one.
I felt long ago

Am I being possessive?
Or am I being dependent?
Why all of a sudden
Do I trust this one the most?

Our acquaintance ship not long enough
How can I jump into conclusion?
Not knowing what is inside the other
How can I jump into a deep thing?

Am I feeling this?
Because I suppressed these feelings before
Because I am not in my usual balanced state of mind
Because I am depressed
Because I am feeling rejected
Because I am diffident
Because, I don’t trust myself

But why?
Only this one?

Addiction, Suppression, Rejection, Unbalanced, Distrust, Diffidence
Posted 21 Jan 2007

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Contemplating about my existence
And the meaning of my life,
I find no absolute answers.
I repeat contemplating
Over the triviality of my existence,
My existence might be a sheer waste.

I am wandering through the woods,
Not knowing where to go.
Want no more perceptions of my existence.
I seek the truth.
I seek the reality.
But I question how it comes,
When there is no reality.

Noumenon
It is a thing in itself
It just exists
No force exists that can change it.
Humans act foolish trying to perceive it
With a desire to reveal its nature

I hate this materialistic world,
I have nothing to do here.
No freedom.
No choice.
Constant fear
Helpless I am

What is there to do here?

I question others.
They say memories,
I feel they are nothing.
Perhaps, stimulators of neurons,
Adding feelings to your acquisitive body
That doesn’t last for a long time

I question others.
They say love,
There is no true love.
Lust and self centered egoism
Voracious appetite to satisfy yourself
Weapon to get out of the feeling of isolation

Where did it start?
Where does it end?
Ebbs and floods of the tides
Origin and Destiny
From nowhere to nowhere
Existing somewhere

There is no life in LIFE

All things that begin must end.
Wish I could dissipate
To the place where I came from
A place that might or might not exist
But fear engulfs me
Dissonance in me
Quest in me to find out the answers
Contrarily there are no answers

There is no life in LIFE
I want life in NO LIFE.
Posted 21 Jan 2007

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Posted 21 Jan 2007

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not all r my favourites bhai
much interested in poems about life and motivation.
Posted 21 Jan 2007

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I Believe


I believe that the sun shines after the rain
I believe if you don't get hurt you'll never gain
I believe in not doing things the easy way
I believe that being selfish doesn’t pay

I believe in a second chance
I believe in a life long romance
I believe there is life after death
And standing up to a life of mess

I believe in love at first sight
I believe that revenge isn’t right
I believe that first impressions last
And there is nothing better then a good laugh

I believe that dreams do come true
I believe there's destiny for me and you
I believe that good things come to those who wait
I believe love never arrives too late

I believe something good comes from something bad
I believe that for tears of happiness there are tears of sad
I believe everyone has a guardian angel
And the good you do will be rewarded well

I believe sometimes there is no explanation
I believe money can't buy people's affection
I believe you don't know what you've got until it's gone
I believe a new day arrives with every dawn

I believe a smile can be contagious
I believe in being very outrageous
I believe in living with no regrets
I believe that life is as good as it gets

I believe that God watches over us
I believe the little things are worth the fuss
I believe you have each friend for a reason
I believe you will get punished for treason

I believe that what comes first is family
I believe we should all live in harmony
I believe in making the most of a beautiful day
And it's not the end until everything's okay

I believe absence makes the heart grow fonder
I believe you will lose if you sit and wonder
I believe every experience teaches you a lesson
And nothing cures better then a drinking session

I believe everyone has one true love
I believe sometimes we need a little shove
I believe the whole world is a stage
I believe we only get better with age

I believe that to learn you have to live
I believe that to love someone you have to give
I believe one moment can change your life
And there's still help when you’re in strife

I believe everyone has one true friend
I believe love helps a broken heart mend
I believe in the power of a song
And things will change before too long

I believe living is the best experience
I believe in not laughing at other people’s expense
I believe it’s hard to watch a lover leave
And when they’re gone all you can do is breath

I believe to always look on the bright side
I believe that life is just one big ride
I believe when I die people will grieve
But it’s ok because I believe
Posted 21 Jan 2007

Topic: Speed.... WOL

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WARMTH OF LOVE said:

tu haan mein keh raha tha did you chk my speed ... posting ...speed ...

howz dat ;)



wah wah wah
bhai u rock!!!
Posted 21 Jan 2007

Topic: Kidneys

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Posted 21 Jan 2007

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like it too
Posted 20 Jan 2007

Topic: JUST MARRIED

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Franky and Mrs Franky
Posted 20 Jan 2007

Topic: ARBAB

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hi ONLYARBAB

Posted 20 Jan 2007

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Rehan M Din said:


Paaaaa Jeeeeee... boht boltay hain boht boltay hain..Uffffffffff...
chalain party dain jaldi sai...
waisy sorry for being late....



u always late
j/k
Posted 20 Jan 2007

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watched 100 times...i'm still saying
she's pweety
Posted 20 Jan 2007

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ditto
Posted 20 Jan 2007

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thanx much bro
Posted 20 Jan 2007

Topic: Kidneys

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thanku bhai
Posted 20 Jan 2007

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black
Posted 20 Jan 2007

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Posted 20 Jan 2007

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cutei
Posted 20 Jan 2007

Topic: your stars

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Leo ppl show urself up....
Posted 20 Jan 2007

Topic: your stars

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BoRnFl_iRt said:

Frankenstein said:

i belong to the third constellation i.e gemini; kind of ppl one would love to hate



Same Case Here ..


ahan
Posted 20 Jan 2007

Topic: JUST MARRIED

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Posted 20 Jan 2007

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amrah
Posted 20 Jan 2007

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thanx much bros
Posted 20 Jan 2007

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yesh berry good
Posted 20 Jan 2007

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posting too
Posted 20 Jan 2007

Topic: Bolly Mania!!

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Posted 20 Jan 2007

Topic: Bolly Mania!!

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yesh
john and kareena
Posted 20 Jan 2007

Topic: Bus Yunhi

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g work
Posted 20 Jan 2007

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Song And Dance


Till dusk tomorrow
You play your lute;
Birds above your head
Supply needed chorus.

The wind punctuates the stanzas,
Happy melody and relief;
The calm rippling is
In your chest.

Pipe and reed
Supplement percussion;
Sekere and gong,
Added audiophones alluring.

Sing in synchronization,
Sombre symphony;
Mild and mellow,
Graceful and neat.

Tonic solfa
Supplies its own arithmetic;
The scientific art of music
Inspires the genius.

Clap your hands
And shake your lean bottoms;
You must dance
So the ballad is saved.

Dum dum da da da,
Haroo haroo ha;
Limdim cha limdim cha,
Songs from the skies.

Don't leave so soon,
Enjoy the song still;
We play on and on,
We do not stop.

Posted 20 Jan 2007

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Only Love Counts


Only love counts
Honesty may prove valuable
Build trust
Make me believe all you say

But honesty like faith
Cannot charm me
Truth is not always logical
I believe when I choose
Doubt comes when it will
Stays long enough
And goes of its own accord

Only love counts
Honesty may prove expedient
Confirm hope
But will not bond me to you
Posted 20 Jan 2007