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KOI TO MUJHSE PYAAR KARE
Bahut dard saha hai maine,aansuon se nahaata hun ab tak Kaash koi mujhe samjhe,meri tarapti ROOH ka didaar kare Kitna khud ko tarpaaun,dard- e-dil kitna bardaast karun Main tut chukka hun ALAM,ya KHUDA koi to mujhse pyaar kare
Chaaha tha maine kabhi kisi ko tut kar EHSAAS Nighal chuki waqt ki aandhiyan unko, unhen koi KABR se bedaar kare Khud ka janaaja kab tak dhoun, RUH ko kab tak bechain karun Bardaast nahin hota ye dard ab mujhse, ya KHUDA koi to mujhse pyaar kare
Khatm hue wo phul saare,jinhen apne haanthon se seencha tha kabhi Na chubhoyen mujhe,AAH na dard den,in kaanton ko koi to khabardaar kare Ungliyan saari khun aalud huin, UFF pair bhi lahu lahan hue Koi to in pe merham rakkhe, ya KHUDA koi to mujhse pyaar kare
Dost saare ab chhut chuke,Tanhaaeeyon ka main dost bana Ladta rehta hu main Maaji se apne,kambakht ROOH bhi bejaar kare Ya khuda is Maaji se pichha kaise chhute,dard mera dur ho kaise Koi to is pe perda daale, ya KHUDA koi to mujhse pyaar kare
Pyaar ko mujhse pyaar nahin,GHAM kembakht hai JONK bani Khusiyan saari ab chhin chuki hain,dard mera isteqbaal kare Aansun meri hai zekhm ko dhoti,lahu mere ab merham bane Khatm na ho jaayen ye bhi ab, ya KHUDA koi to mujhse pyaar kare.
Age: 124
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There is a streak of poetry in my vein Just as there is poetry in the air And there is poetry in the rain There is poetry in the first smile of dawn And poetry in the soft rays of the moon There is poetry in a blade of grass And poetry in the balmy evening breeze, There is poetry riding on the roaring bluegreen waves And poetry whispering in dark mountain caves There is poetry in the smile of a child Just as there is poetry in the deep green wild Poetry is music and music is magic …..
Age: 124
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I wish I'm happy and have no disease in my life and feel free like a dragon to live in a free world not a ghetto life which is full of crimes I want to sleep in silent with peace so I could have some strength to face the hates, shames, and flames that the haters giving me, feeling me but if my wishes would come true then, why am I still living in the darkness? so, why do I keep wishing all of these things that won't never come to me?
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Why? Did I not try did I not do all I could I gave all I had loved with every fiber Why? did you want another did you forget my love you were everything to me that which bond me to Earth Why? did my heart love you did my tears come forth my soul was torn all that is left is pain Why?
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I look into the night sky At all the stars shining bright It makes me want to cry The beauty is beyond belief
In the cold night air I see my breath Hanging in the air This is when My thoughts run free
Why is it That you see through My arrogance and pride To the true person I am inside
To many I have no heart Yet you see that I do It is just guarded Behind a wall Of arrogance and pride That few bother to look through
Yet you did You looked beyond And you found the true me True Im not always nice But I do not have a lack of emotion
If anything I have more Emotion then I can handle Things cut me deep if I am not careful That is why my arrogance and pride are there They protect me from the pain That others give me without knowing
Yet you saw through it all You saw to my true soul There are few of you who do Many I have shunned away Not wanting to get hurt
You however proved to me That you would not hurt me By always being at my side Even when I pushed you away
A tear goes down my cold cheek As I look at the stars In the cold winter air This is when I show my emotions When no one not even you Are there to see
But Im grateful That you are there For me
Because without the few Like you I would have little reason to be For in not getting hurt I shove many away Who might hurt me Or make me happy
Some my wonder why I just do not open up But I cannot For my heart and soul Could not take the lose
No I will stay way From many Except Those few who I trust And am close to
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I don't understand why, Why I seem to always cry, Cry those tears that are only meant for you, Cry those tears that cloud my view. My gaze is set upon those stars, The same you see whereever you are. Split in two my heart cries in vain, For my mind to cease that pain, A pain I cannot even speak, Because of it my heart is weak. Nothing above a silent whisper, Sent out to a special mister, A man who I have to watch from afar, But I have to think we still have our stars. Those lights that wink and blink, That mean so much more than what the pen scrawls in ink. Even though my heart is torn in two, My only thoughts seem to lead to you. Please help me understand the tears, It seems Ive cried for so many years, The priceless memory of your face, That I can only gaze upon in space. And why every time I cry, A little part of me seems to die.
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The way to find the answers, Is searching every part; I read the endless journals, Of my mind, my soul, my heart. I search through every page, Finding clues to all my dreams, The poem on the paper, Is not what it seems. The words escape my heart And fill the empty whole, The answer to the question, Is the free poetic soul.