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~tasha~

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The Road to Nowhere


To travel the road to nowhere.
The soul's dark amazon.
Eternal peace is anywhere,
the mind might set upon.

To travel the road to nowhere.
To know you're really gone.
And when you finally get there,
to find your god is Ron.

There's something in the cupboard, boy.
There's something in the dark.
There's something in the cupboard, boy,
that leaves a lasting mark.

There's something in the cupboard, boy.
Old secrets gather dust.
There's something in the cupboard, boy,
that reeks decay and must.

To travel the road to nowhere.
Reading signposts from beyond.
As self-deceit completes defeat,
a cold ghost light is shone,
on Ron. On Ron.

He learned to sham at his father's knee.
He knew the power of story.
He lived by lies and fantasies,
and dreamed of fame and glory.

So travel the road but beware,
for he drew an arcane map.
His weak and dismal followers,
could see no fatal trap.

But in his inner circle,
his worth would soon reveal.
To those that rail and cavil,
he'd crush beneath his heel.

There's something in the cupboard, boy.
The sweetest scent of musk.
There's something in the cupboard, boy,
as warm and moist as lust.

To travel the road to nowhere.
It's not the smoothest ride.
To have all faith you must defer,
to a self-referring guide.

To travel the road to nowhere.
To avoid the rush and throng.
Unravel in the space of somewhere,
and sing a specious song.

There's something in the cupboard, boy.
It's got an evil breath.
There's something in the cupboard, boy,
that toys with fear and death.

To travel the road to nowhere.
And wield your magic wand.
A shuffling prisoner of despair,
when fragile hopes abscond.

To travel the road to nowhere.
A funeral dress you don.
All truth is moulded out there,
like a Sci-Fi writer's con.

There's something in the cupboard, boy.
You hear it scratch and whine.
There's something in the cupboard, boy,
both bedevilled and divine.

To travel the road to nowhere.
To follow a different sun.
To travel the road with due care,
not to end as you begun.

To travel the road to nowhere,
to life's grim denouement.
Be sighted by the cross hairs,
released from earthly bond.

To travel the road to nowhere.
Your face is drawn and wan.
Your self-belief masks hidden grief,
while the thief of time moves on.
Posted 27 Dec 2006

Posted 25 Apr 2007

~tasha~ says
KNOWING YOU
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Knowing you was the best part in my life
You encourage me to live
You encourage me to be happy
And to set myself free
From my shell


Posted 25 Apr 2007

~tasha~ says
Lonely heart
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my heart as pure as gold
drops tears of saddness what a sight to behold
why does this happens to me
who whould want this sight to bleed
as i dropp into enernal darkness
i send into the heavens with tears of the heart
and as i say this into the darkness
it will fall into the sad harp.


Posted 25 Apr 2007

~tasha~ says
Reality
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There comes a time when you realize
that all you've been doing for so long
has been wasted time.

One tries so hard to ignore it
Tries to believe that everything is just as it should be
As it used to be
But it's not.

If you look hard enough you'll see it.
The absence of what used to be
The absence of love
The absence of lust
The absence of respect

Suddenly you realize that attention
Respect
Love
Are all coming from somewhere else
Not from where it used to be
But a place you're looking to.

You look for it from others
because the reality is
Its no longer where you thought it was.


Posted 25 Apr 2007

~tasha~ says
Posted 25 Apr 2007

Posted 26 Apr 2007

sun_shine says
very good tasha jee and Mr.King
very nice and cute sharing
keep it up

Posted 26 Apr 2007

~tasha~ says
thanx sis
Posted 26 Apr 2007

~tasha~ says
ADHURA SURR....
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Aayee hawa suun.......
Meri dil ki ye dhuun......
Ye dhun hai adhuri...... ....
Chukar kar de isse puri........
Sajan ko sunaungi...
Iss dhuun se uuse bulaungi.... .
Uski yaadein mujhe satati hai.....
Har pal mujhe rulati hai......... .......
Mai sougaad hu tanhayi ki......
Woh mehfil ki rounak hai......... .
Ek tapis hai sine mein......
Jise aaj uuse dikhaungi... ....
Meri ankhe......uski raah takti hai...
Mere hoth.......uski raag japti hai....
Har shoor mein uski..... aahat si hai....
Chukar ye hawa ......uuski chuyan de jat hai...
Mai khoyi khoyi rehti hu....
Na jane kyu..jagi soyi rehti hu....
Na bhukh mujhe satati hai....
Na pyaas mujhko aati hai......
Meri jeevan k andhere mein....
Roshni kyu nehi aati hai.....
Na dil mein koi chahat hai.....
Na mujhko kabhi rahat hai.....
Adhuri si iss kahani ko....
Bas anjaam ki hi chahat hai...
Posted 26 Apr 2007

~tasha~ says
Tender Hearted Soldier
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A soldier travels some pretty tough roads,
carrying so many burden, heavy loads.
He faces danger, obeys his command,
for love of country he will take a stand.

Beneath the exterior, this rugged man,
beats the tender heart of a gentle lamb.
Love for his children shines in his eyes,
can also be seen in his tearful goodbyes.

Gentle giants fight for what they believe,
at times wear their hearts upon their sleeve.
Sons and daughters miss them so much,
These big teddy bears with the gentle touch.

A little so maucho, but their hearts melt,
watching the children, warm feelings felt.
They let their guard down arriving home,
playtime, naptime, sweet dreams to roam.

The many sides of a soldier's life we see,
show how sweet and tender they can be.
For these fine men and woman truly care,
fearless and brave, yet soft teddy bears.

Posted 27 Apr 2007

~tasha~ says
kewl
Posted 27 Apr 2007

~tasha~ says
Irish Coffee Magic
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Come have a cup of Irish coffee,
well top of the morning to you.
Made with magical coffee beans,
the leprechauns mix up this brew.

The wee ones are hidden away,
they live in the forest so deep.
All day long just brewing coffee,
getting stronger letting it steep.

To find them is not very easy,
you must follow any rainbow.
There for only a brief moment,
quick into the Forrest you must go.

Follow the meandering stream,
till it comes to a sharp bend.
A mile left then a mile right,
brings you to the rainbow end.

There you shall find such treasure,
no, there is no gold in the pot.
It is filled with a magical brew,
Irish coffee that is piping hot.

The wee ones welcome you,
Please come and sit awhile.
relax with a cup of coffee,
you journeyed many a mile.

They say drink up and enjoy,
the coffee is a magical brew.
For it only takes one little sip,
you'll become a leprechaun too.

So better beware of Irish coffee,
unless you don't mind being small.
If you believe, I've another tale,
Irish whiskey makes you grow tall.
Posted 28 Apr 2007

sun_shine says
well done very good both of You

Posted 28 Apr 2007

~tasha~ says
Posted 28 Apr 2007

~tasha~ says
What Do We Have?
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Maybe
I wasn't meant to
understand.
(we see what we want and
want what we see)

And did I
really want this? (yes)
Did I actually
want to free fall?
(too late to stop
now)

It's frightening
to free yourself,
shed you chains (they're locked),
and just

let

go.

(will it even be worth it
in the end?)

(what do we have but hope?)

Hurt?
Things lost?
Missed opportunities?
(let's heal the scars?)

I can't live in the past
and I can't live
in regret.

Looking back may hurt
but it moves us forward.
(to who we are? to what we're
meant to be?)

Life can feel empty
(but we need to fill
ourselves.)
Love can hurt
(but it can also heal.)
Pain fades
(but there are still scars.)

Move forward,
feel the waves crash,
let yourself

go.

Because
(what do we have?)




Posted 28 Apr 2007

~tasha~ says
Green Dancer
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An emerald spear whispers;
the swaying dancer pirouettes,
waving in the breeze
like a swing recently abandoned.
Her narrow skirts
cling around her thighs,
drooping to the earth.
Wearing the same garment her whole life,
only to change its color with the seasons-
a lovely blade of grass.
Posted 28 Apr 2007

~tasha~ says
Nature's Eyes
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Here I am
tired again
letting nature sooth my soul
and though this screen
is before me
I'm somewhere else
somewhere beautiful and soothing
a sigh of relief,
in my busy world
because this place sees me
and I see it
and we respect each other
how good it feels
Posted 29 Apr 2007

~tasha~ says
Sunshine
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Oh,that beautiful sunshine
Let it come
Let it come through the trees
Shining down on me

Look at its reflection
In the morning dew
How it makes the greenness
Of the grass brighten

The water in the pond
Sparkles this morning
So calm and peaceful it is
To be here alone

The beauty captivates me
Makes me wonder
Why can't every day
Be as beautiful as this day

And as I ponder
These thoughts
I look up
To see the sun come over the trees

Oh,that beauty
How I want it in m life
The sunsine makes me warm
How I want that every day

To feel warm
And loved
As I love this site
But alas all hopes can't be fulfilled

But a guy can wish
Can't he
This I ponder
In this garden of beauty

Posted 29 Apr 2007

~tasha~ says
Say It Right
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In the day
In the night
Say it all
Say it right
You either got it
Or you don't
You either stand or you fall
When your will is broken
When it slips from your hand
When there's no time for joking
There's a hole in the plan

Oh you don't mean nothing at all to me
No you don't mean nothing at all to me
Do you got what it takes to set me free
Oh you could mean everything to me

I can't say that I'm not lost and at fault
I can't say that I don't love the light and the dark
I can't say that I don't know that I am alive
And all of what I feel I could show
You tonite you tonite

From my hands I could give you
Something that I made
From my mouth I could sing you another brick that I laid
From my body I could show you a place God knows
You should know the space is holy
Do you really want to go?



Posted 29 Apr 2007

sun_shine says
very good specially the one"Say It Right " i like it the most
Posted 29 Apr 2007

~tasha~ says
sun_shine said:

very good specially the one"Say It Right " i like it the most



Posted 29 Apr 2007

~tasha~ says
Once Upon My Heart
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An open book for all to read
With bended binders on each side
Scribbled, rose, coloured words
To mark the pages where I've cried

Died before living my own life
Dreamt a dream through painted, blue skies
Stained with a tainted heart
Still gazing through compassion's eyes

Though the scrolls are ruffled a bit
And each message remains the same
Some souls feeling hollow
For most don't live what they proclaim

I find myself without belief
As much of myself fades away
For I too had faith once
Upon my heart of yesterday


Posted 29 Apr 2007

~tasha~ says
Garden Flowers
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The flowers in my garden
are there because of you;
so many did come from your place
when you moved into the lodge.

Sold your house long time ago
what used to be our home;
your favorite daisies I did bring
and planted them in our yard.

Rocks and other flowers too
I carried them all here;
the wooden bench beside the pond
we brought from your lot as well.

Every time I tend my plants
I think back to those years;
when not a weed was to be seen
you cared for your garden so.

Now we six are all grown up
we loved our childhood so
you taught us love of gardening
it came honestly from you.

Posted 29 Apr 2007

~tasha~ says
Rainbow
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Will you be my rainbow will you be my dream
Will you travel the distance for whatever I need
Is this a fantasy are you really there
Will you be my rainbow will you really care
Will you be my rainbow will you listen to my heartbeat
Will you dance all night to a slow slow beat
Will you come to my rescue any day or night
Will you be my rainbow will you hold my hand tight
Will you be my rainbow and cherish all our time
Will everything be fine
Will you be there at the end of the day
Will you be my rainbow will you please just stay

Posted 29 Apr 2007

~tasha~ says
Aasman talay hum zinda
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zindagi ka safar maine jaana abhi
poora ho sakta yeh tere bina nahi
teri yaadein satayee,
din raat humko jalayee
pyaar ki shamma mere gulistaan mai jal sakti nai

guzra hua pal laut ke aasakta nai
tumko kho diya waapis paa sakta nai
kaise bhulaao wo manzar
kaanto bhara wo bistar
sukooon se koi raat mai so sakta nai

dil ko to mere aisa lagne laga abhi
kab se thay tanha, tha tumhara nishaan kahi nahi
bikhri huee daastan
is aasman talay hum zinda
kis dar pe jayee hum, milta kahee koi saaya nahi

Posted 29 Apr 2007

~tasha~ says
Kabhe Khamosh
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Kabhe Khamosh Betho Ghay Kabhe Kuch Gungunao Ghay
Main Utna Yad Aoon Ghee Mujhe Jitna Bhulao Ghay

Koi Jub Poch Bethay Gha Khamoshi Ka Sabub Tum Se
Bahut Samjhana Chaho Ghay Maghar Samjha Na Paoo Ghay

Kabhe Dunya Mukammal Ban K Ghomay Ghee Nighahon Main
Kabhe Mery Kamee Dunya Ke Har Ek Shaee Main Paoo Ghay

Kahin Par Bhe Rahain Hum Tum
Tumhain Hum Yad Ain Ghay, Hamain Tum Yad Aoo Ghay

Posted 29 Apr 2007

~tasha~ says
Kehne ko her sitam zindagi mein
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Kehne ko her sitam zindagi mein imtihan hota hai
Jis ka tujh sa yaar ho woh, naseeeb wala hota hai

Choti sii baat per rooth jana tera
Phir tujhe mananey ka poora ehtimaam hota hai

Tera mujhe satana yu.n baar baar
Mera rouz rouz imtihan lyne jysa hota hai

Meri baatein sunn ker tera yun hasna jysey
Tareek raat kay baad subah ka ujala hota hai

Hastey hastey ruk jana tera…yeh ehsaas dilata hai
Bersaat kay baad jysey khizaa.n ka mausam hota hai

Ankhoun mein chamak aysee hai teri
Shaam ka pehla sitara jyse hota hai

Tujhe sir ankhoun pe bitha rakha hai meine kuch iss terhan
Kisi sheher ka baadshah jyse koi hota hai

Mere bersoun kay aytimaad ko kabhi mat tourna dost!
Ik bar jo toot jai ye kaanch phir saabut nahi hota hai

Abb kay jo haath mera thaama hai tu ne
Mujhe beech raastey mein chourh mat jana jyse koi beywafa hota hai!


Posted 30 Apr 2007

kOoLeSt1 says
Posted 30 Apr 2007

~tasha~ says
Posted 30 Apr 2007

~tasha~ says
If Only You Knew
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Oh how you'd hate me
If only you knew
This secret I hide
I've gotten so close to telling you

You'd give me that look
As if I'm not your baby anymore
But what can I do
It's what my future has in store

There's no going back
I'll have to tell
I'll stand there and confront you
Even listen to you yell

I wasn't responsible
I lost something and gained something too
I'm learning and living
There's nothing else I can do

If only I could tell you
And it would all be alright
You could hug me and comfort me
And hold me tight

Am I ready for this?
I don't even know
But I'll make it through
It'll all come to show

Don't worry about me
I can handle this
I'll tell you eventually
But for now you can't know what it is

I can't tell anyone
Because it's a secret I have to hide within
But if it actually is true
I'll put up with it till the end
Posted 30 Apr 2007

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