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Heart of Stone --------------------
Her heart is now a pitiless barren stone, Stripped of the soft and warm love on which it fed. The love that existed only in her mind A product of her need and her belief in his sweet words It was her own love reflected in his lying eyes
Her heart tried to fight its death, tried forgiveness But bitterness overruled its feeble attempts It was unable to excuse this callous and cruel betrayal Cringing and flinching from each new blow Delivered by the words in his letters to his secret love
Unable to carry any more pain, defeated by misery It transformed into something unfeeling, perhaps inhuman To test this new stone heart she watches him sleeping And creates images in her mind of him suffering or dying Desperate to invoke some fragment of her former love
Alas cold stone has no feelings and though he is with her still The future is bleak, the past too shattered to repair She dreams of death, dreams of its sweet release From her lonely desolate life And the weight of her heart of stone
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i will take your pain --------------------------
I wish I could take in Your pain The pain I know I will cause For it is not something That you should have to Live with Your are so good And so pure You deserve none Of the pain I bring
I wish to take It away from you And into myself I have lived with pain For so long That it is apart of me More or less will make No difference to me
But for you It could break your heart And scar your soul I’m worth no such pain
I fallow a masochistic path Putting myself in harms way At all times Proving I can live Through the pain Mental and physical
You trust and love people To a point so far beyond me That I cannot even see it
Trust and love for me Are but emotions I know vaguely We are always at odds Never truly understanding each other For I will never be able To truly love Or trust I my feel love or trust For seconds but it passes It always passes Because against my will My body does not Allow for emotions to live For long They are killed of Like a disease never To return in that form again
So let me take in the pain The pain I know I will cause I’m worth no such pain I warn you know Find someone better For I live for my own pain My own torture
Just let me take what pain I will cause And move away For me And the darkness That surrounds my soul and heart Hidden just barely by a veil of light
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My chance -------------
Why am I doing this? I'll tell you why. This is my chance to fly. I wanna fly to a place far away A place where I can safely lay. A place that's always mine. A place where I can always shine. A place where I can call my home. A place where where I'm not alone. What I'm going to do, is my choice. Finally, not listing to any voice. When I go there, Let me be. This is a place where I can be free. I'm going to get away from people like you. I'll tell you what I have to do. I have to cut my way out. Without a shout I'm finally gonna ease the pain. Doing this, what do I gain? I'll tell you why. This is finally my chance to fly...
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The Fairy And The Magic Pen --------------------------------
The broken hearted fairy, lay upon the lily pad, Dreaming of the day he would find, the love he never had. Landing next to him, a fairy, cute as she could be. just one look and he wanted to say, will you marry me.
He asked her name, where she lived, then she flew away, wanting to write her a letter, not knowing what to say. He sat down with a magic pen, and much to his delight, the pen stood up by itself, then the pen began to write.
Upon the paper the pen wrote, romantic poetry. it wrote words of love and forever, for her eyes to see. He flew to her house, set on the door with a bouquet, first he knocked on her door, then he quickly ran away.
As the fairy read the poem, her heart just started pounding, the words were quite beautiful, and they were quite astounding. She quickly flew to the lily pad, to find her new love, guided into his arms, by soft wind currents up above.
She said, I love what you wrote for me, will you write me more, please write it just as lovely, as the poem you wrote before. Stood the magic pen upon the paper, now let me think, alas , lost at love again, the magic pen was out of ink.
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When Friends Care ----------------------
Many touched my heart it's true Your love and caring saw me through
Dear friends with their warm smiles Extend friendship across the miles Always there when hugs were needed Replete in kindness so unheeded
Feelings of compassion shows Relationships, sometimes grows Instills beauty like a springtime rose Enveloped feelings you sweetly send Near or far, forever friends Distant does not matter much Sending smiles, hugs or gentle touch
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Childhood Innocence ------------------------
A magical time of hopes and dreams. Only seeing beauty in all things. Wistfully gazing above the storms. Rainbow colors and robins that sing.
Each day is a new discovery. Life's adventure going day to day. A penny for your thoughts little one. Such sweetness listening to you pray.
Silent moments as you lay dreaming. Innocence resting upon your face. Drift off to dreamland and wonder. Hold on tightly to the dreams you chase.
A mind full of whimsical adventure. Always knowing there is a tomorrow. Laughter to last throughout a life time. Unsuspecting to all life's sorrows.
So keep chasing moonbeams and fireflies. Stay safe and warm in your mother's arms. Dream of all the goodness yet to be. Let your childhood remain carefree.
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Cassandra Rose --------------------
Eloquence on display Intellect in words you say Great friend and real pal Has a heart of gold this gal Thirty is her day of birth Entered God's family on earth Exquisite beauty has style Never complains has a smile Talent plays the clarinet High school paper type is set
Beautiful is Cassandra Rose Intriguing eyes button nose Radiates kindness everywhere Talented far beyond compare Hearts destiny love to find Dreams the future will be kind A multitude of common sense Years of study to commence
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"Day Dreaming" -------------------
Come dream a little dream with me fly me past Jupiter to the moon take me far beyond the milky way the dish ran away with the spoon
Take me on an old clipper ship to a tropical Paradise far away let me explore a clear blue lagoon swim the currents of moonlight bay
Let me ride the wondrous legend of the very last unicorn to exist dive into the crystal clear pools as the waterfall sprays warm mist
Let me fly the jolly roger flag it will be a pirates life for me let me spend my life in Never-land remain a child for all eternity
Let me slay a dragon for a princess fight a battle with the mighty kings take me away to another time and place as I dream of all these wondrous things