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Although consumed by fury, you still loved us. At least that is the knowledge of my heart. Screaming like a child, you would beat us Until you snapped, and then the tears would start. "You know I love you," you would cry, demanding More of us through tears than with your fist. And we, through tears, would nod our understanding, Too bullied in our pain to dare resist. Yet now that you've been dead for many years, And I have wandered through my own vast hell, I see the desperate anguish in your tears And hope at last that I can love you well. For only in my love can your love be The love that once, I think, you had for me.
~tasha~
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I feel you in the morning When at first I awake Your thought is with me With each decision I make
You'd been around forever Since the first breath I took Now I have to go on alone But for love, I need not look
Cause by what you bestowed In our short time together Will last in my heart Forever and ever
Although you've left And now walk above I'm never alone I'm wrapped in your love
Enjoy now your long waited reward Feel peace that your love continues on What was taught to me, will be taught to mine Cause you live on in me even after you've gone
~tasha~
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My mind is sad Because others have fathomed my mind. I am sad Because I have not yet uncovered myself. My heart is sad Sadness, sadness, sadness reigns supreme!
^dewaja^
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~tasha~ said:
My mind is sad Because others have fathomed my mind. I am sad Because I have not yet uncovered myself. My heart is sad Sadness, sadness, sadness reigns supreme!
eshajam
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~tasha~ said:
My mind is sad Because others have fathomed my mind. I am sad Because I have not yet uncovered myself. My heart is sad Sadness, sadness, sadness reigns supreme!
eshajam
Age: 36
6332 days old here
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I'm sitting here without you Becoming lost in thought I wonder if you mean this love If this is truly what you've sought. I know I can be a let down And I know I get hard to be around I know that you'll love me despite that But in these doubts, I start to drown. Am I really a failure to you? Do you mean all those angry words you say? I'm afraid my inadequacy will end us I don't want us to turn out that way. Circles they ring around me Words flowing through my mind I'm afraid if I wait too long to Confront this You may decide to leave me behind. I couldn't live my life without you It's just as much yours as mine. I have to find a way to purge these words, With my heart out on the line.
eshajam
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.......CARE! The world need you!.......
I look out side and see rain I look out side and see tears people are crying the world is crying we are ruining everything!
People fight as they always have And I belive that is okay But not when they drag other people whit them in to it Not when they hurt others who havent done anything Not when they are the one who get power and responsibility Not when they are the one hurting others
I look out side and see pain a man have set fire to a building and killed 3 people a child have drowned his best friend in a lake a wife have killed her bellowed husband why does those kind of thing happened? Ill tell you why.. people are evil
They dont care for other than them self They dont help others if they dont get any thing back They dont want to see what they are making the world in to All they want to see, feel and hear is that everything is okay That someone else will fix the things that is wrong in this world
But there is none None to help None to care None to listen None to make this world a better place We are all domed.. if we dont start to care any time soon will it be to late For the people who needs care to day maybe the people who will show you Care to morrow.. keep that in mind.. smile, be happy and help others even though you dont get anything back for it Caus next time is it maybe you who need help...
darkhero
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eshajam said:
.......CARE! The world need you!.......
I look out side and see rain I look out side and see tears people are crying the world is crying we are ruining everything!
People fight as they always have And I belive that is okay But not when they drag other people whit them in to it Not when they hurt others who havent done anything Not when they are the one who get power and responsibility Not when they are the one hurting others
I look out side and see pain a man have set fire to a building and killed 3 people a child have drowned his best friend in a lake a wife have killed her bellowed husband why does those kind of thing happened? Ill tell you why.. people are evil
They dont care for other than them self They dont help others if they dont get any thing back They dont want to see what they are making the world in to All they want to see, feel and hear is that everything is okay That someone else will fix the things that is wrong in this world
But there is none None to help None to care None to listen None to make this world a better place We are all domed.. if we dont start to care any time soon will it be to late For the people who needs care to day maybe the people who will show you Care to morrow.. keep that in mind.. smile, be happy and help others even though you dont get anything back for it Caus next time is it maybe you who need help...
Darkjal
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~tasha~ said:
I feel you in the morning When at first I awake Your thought is with me With each decision I make
You'd been around forever Since the first breath I took Now I have to go on alone But for love, I need not look
Cause by what you bestowed In our short time together Will last in my heart Forever and ever
Although you've left And now walk above I'm never alone I'm wrapped in your love
Enjoy now your long waited reward Feel peace that your love continues on What was taught to me, will be taught to mine Cause you live on in me even after you've gone
Darkjal
Age: 124
6299 days old here
Total Posts: 1345
Points: 0
Location:
Japan, Japan
~tasha~ said:
My mind is sad Because others have fathomed my mind. I am sad Because I have not yet uncovered myself. My heart is sad Sadness, sadness, sadness reigns supreme!
Darkjal
Age: 124
6299 days old here
Total Posts: 1345
Points: 0
Location:
Japan, Japan
eshajam said:
I'm sitting here without you Becoming lost in thought I wonder if you mean this love If this is truly what you've sought. I know I can be a let down And I know I get hard to be around I know that you'll love me despite that But in these doubts, I start to drown. Am I really a failure to you? Do you mean all those angry words you say? I'm afraid my inadequacy will end us I don't want us to turn out that way. Circles they ring around me Words flowing through my mind I'm afraid if I wait too long to Confront this You may decide to leave me behind. I couldn't live my life without you It's just as much yours as mine. I have to find a way to purge these words, With my heart out on the line.
Darkjal
Age: 124
6299 days old here
Total Posts: 1345
Points: 0
Location:
Japan, Japan
eshajam said:
.......CARE! The world need you!.......
I look out side and see rain I look out side and see tears people are crying the world is crying we are ruining everything!
People fight as they always have And I belive that is okay But not when they drag other people whit them in to it Not when they hurt others who havent done anything Not when they are the one who get power and responsibility Not when they are the one hurting others
I look out side and see pain a man have set fire to a building and killed 3 people a child have drowned his best friend in a lake a wife have killed her bellowed husband why does those kind of thing happened? Ill tell you why.. people are evil
They dont care for other than them self They dont help others if they dont get any thing back They dont want to see what they are making the world in to All they want to see, feel and hear is that everything is okay That someone else will fix the things that is wrong in this world
But there is none None to help None to care None to listen None to make this world a better place We are all domed.. if we dont start to care any time soon will it be to late For the people who needs care to day maybe the people who will show you Care to morrow.. keep that in mind.. smile, be happy and help others even though you dont get anything back for it Caus next time is it maybe you who need help...
Darkjal
Age: 124
6299 days old here
Total Posts: 1345
Points: 0
Location:
Japan, Japan
eshajam said:
Although consumed by fury, you still loved us. At least that is the knowledge of my heart. Screaming like a child, you would beat us Until you snapped, and then the tears would start. "You know I love you," you would cry, demanding More of us through tears than with your fist. And we, through tears, would nod our understanding, Too bullied in our pain to dare resist. Yet now that you've been dead for many years, And I have wandered through my own vast hell, I see the desperate anguish in your tears And hope at last that I can love you well. For only in my love can your love be Nice The love that once, I think, you had for me.
Darkjal
Age: 124
6299 days old here
Total Posts: 1345
Points: 0
Location:
Japan, Japan
eshajam said:
I feel you in the morning When at first I awake Your thought is with me With each decision I make
You'd been around forever Since the first breath I took Now I have to go on alone But for love, I need not look
Cause by what you bestowed In our short time together Will last in my heart Forever and ever
Cool
Although you've left And now walk above I'm never alone I'm wrapped in your love
Enjoy now your long waited reward Feel peace that your love continues on What was taught to me, will be taught to mine Cause you live on in me even after you've..... gone.!!!
eshajam
Age: 36
6332 days old here
Total Posts: 15689
Points: 0
Location:
United Arab Emirates, United Arab Emirates
Mistreated down the mountain, Every thing is tumbling down. Hours pass, flowing like a fountain, I age rapidly and drown.
Rocky like the road, I need to cover my head, Because the air will blow like leafs until im dead. I'm depressed, I'm so sad, I want to go and die, There's nothing keeping me alive.
The only thing I loved makes me sad, The only thing that makes me sad I love. I just want to go away, But I don't really know the way.
She wants me gone, out of her life, I can't go anywhere, she's got me locked with sadness. She acts like she doesn't know me, She doesn't apologize for her madness.
I'm stuck, and she's alright, It doesn't matter if I frown, because shes fine. I take my heart out, every night, She knows how to hypnotize, but doesn't know there is no light.
I'm blind with darkness tonight, There is no sight to let me snide. You have to change because its hurting me inside, And I have taken all the pain this time.
I took the opportunity to cry, I didn't tell you I had died. You would know soon enough, And you'd care too little for me to know.
I feel abused.. I feel raped, Like genocide in my heart. Darkness and despair is tearing me apart, I can't take this suicide.
I can't be myself, I can't ask why. No reason to live or die, I can't breath anymore.. what am I? The walking dead are nigh.
I'm crashing deep inside, It doesn't matter, you know why. It happens every time, this sadness is like a shadow of mine..!!!
eshajam
Age: 36
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Guilty she would feel each and everyday so much in mind but nothing to say her head facing the floor her feet to the ground no smile just frown no one came to her so she never played hated shed feel so mean and betrayed love meant nothing at all to her in hr mind that will stay she felt so dark heavy dark not gray what made her feel so dark was her soul if u was to live her life you'd know she had nothing at all so many tears dripping from her face as she sits down shes counting the drops the marks stitches fears and pieces but what MADE HER dark all the peaces that she has counted was memories from her heart nothing she had cuz her family was gone part by part a thousand memories on the floor the Lie till this day she sits at the corner and wait to ""DIE""
eshajam
Age: 36
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Sadness i know i know it too well it sits on my shoulder in my emotions i dwell like acid it burns me in my stomach so deep a feeling too hard to understand so trouble to myself i keep i feel like screaming though no sound comes out this is killing me slowly to myself i have no doubt why do i feel this? why did this chose me why cant i be like others complete and happy as can be instead i die slowly pushing everyone away the black dog of depression has trapped me in a living hell i now must stay... "in sadness forever"
esha
sad...
aregatto
