T.T i luv u yar
i can to a very great extent,
relate to your situation,since i have also gone through many ups and downs,gains and losses in my life.
but i tell u what....
every bad experinece is some way or another compensated in life.now when i look back and see my last 10 years i really marvel at this aspect.
see,ager ap ka vo bohat payara dost ap se juda na hota to tum shaid kabhi yeh realise na ker pate k aur kitne log hain dunia main jo tumhain utni hi shiddat se chahte hain.
aur her nai larki aik naya experience hoti he,thats what i think.
i have even been betrayed and financially cheated by a best friend of mine but i still meet him and pray for him for he has taught me a great experience that is certainly worth all that money.
we humans beings are very short sighted as far as our future is concerned,ALMIGHTY only can see the whole picture,some seemingly bad things turn out to be really ablessing in disguise.
ab jaisa k do din baad mere sath aik aur bohat bari tragedy hone vali he but i'm really looking forward to it.
FOR THE LIFE MUST GO ON