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Friendship
When we were idlers with the loitering rills, The need of human love we little noted: Our love was nature; and the peace that floated On the white mist, and dwelt upon the hills, To sweet accord subdued our wayward wills: One soul was ours, one mind, one heart devoted, That, wisely doting, ask'd not why it doted, And ours the unknown joy, which knowing kills. But now I find how dear thou wert to me; That man is more than half of nature's treasure, Of that fair beauty which no eye can see, Of that sweet music which no ear can measure; And now the streams may sing for others' pleasure, The hills sleep on in their eternity.
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Doubt
They bade me cast the thing away, They pointed to my hands all bleeding, They listened not to all my pleading; The thing I meant I could not say; I knew that I should rue the day If once I cast that thing away. I grasped it firm, and bore the pain; The thorny husks I stripped and scattered; If I could reach its heart, what mattered If other men saw not my gain, Or even if I should be slain? I knew the risks; I chose the pain.
O, had I cast that thing away, I had not found what most I cherish, A faith without which I should perish,-- The faith which, like a kernel, lay Hid in the husks which on that day My instinct would not throw away!
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A Friend
A friend, a friend I have never known A friend, a friend That has shown A doorway to light A passage of hope A piece of forever And with this I cope A friend, a friend I will always hold dear A friend, a friend Who holds back my fear Of all the rage Of all the hurt Of all the words That are so curt A friend, a friend A friend indeed He is my friend And he will help me in need
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NARROW VISION
Flying above the world, everything looks so small -- A thought comes back to me, "The world isn't the mall." Everything that I used to believe has been turned on its face And all my preconceived notions bow the knee and take their place, As I think back to all the places I have ever been; And sometimes I think I've spent a lifetime chasing the wind.
I could be on the trip of a lifetime -- It would be so very fine. But if I clouded my eyes with prejudice, There would be so much that I would miss -- Like these mountains of cloud here in the sky, I wouldn't see past the hazy preconceptions through the eye.
But here in my heart, I can see things anew And learn that which I never knew. The imagination of the heart Is where I am to start -- It's a journey of the soul, It's a coming out of the cold. Open wide imagination's door To find all you've been searching for!
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My Thoughts Think Ill of My Heart
Condescension for my heart My thoughts, they punish me for dreaming that such a love could be. How could one body be so conflicted, My heart just so hopeful, My head so insecure.
My heart sometimes races to my mouth in a fit of emotion.
'I love...' I begin. And Stop. 'I don't love anyone.' Says my head. 'I have none to call my own.'
But my heart is still full.
How can it be so? Such satisfaction for so little cause.
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My Silenced Voice
The secrets that you hide. And of all the times that I have cried... The best part of me has surely died. And I wanted to be your friend. Your comfort to the end. And so sadly you closed the door. Without emotion.. I was floored. How my heart sank when I'd see your name. Across my screen... The knawling pain. Again... and again.. and again... Seeing your name just hurt me more. Only deleteing was the cure. And how I grasped for the phone. Aching to dial into the unknown. And knowing that you said its over... Again and again... and again. Pure emotions thru a pen. The pain crys in my head. Ever wishing I was dead. And in the darkeness I write again. For my love is never ending. Unadulerated love that I defended. And your sorrys ... Do not sooth a bit. The pain just doesn't quit. If it was my choice. I wouldnt choose it. As for my mind... Just hope I won't lose it. For my soul is not mending. Upheaval never ending. Forever torn apart. Not condescending. And the shattered little pieces of my heart. There's no glue to put back the pieces. To smooth out... The grimaces that cause my creases. Never mind... a brand new start. So cut me down... For all eyes to see. I cannot help, That I be me. And I'd rather hang my head in shame. Then say the words..."I love"... ever again. Now there's no choice... No last words of solice. My silenced voice.
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Saying goodbye
He rings my phone again at night And tries to solve another fight We break apart at the seems again
This drama that we create Now encompasses our fate All over as you walk out of the door
Everytime we go around Hearts will break, tears fall down We're never ever looking back
I'm saying goodbye You're leaving tonight Wasted all these lonely teardrops Saying goodbye Leaving tonight Wasted these worthless tear drops now
All you think about is yourself and nobody else because Your ego consumes everything you know
That thing which you call a brain Lacks more than I can explain Don't apologize because its not worth it
Everytime we go around Its worthless as the pain resounds We're never ever going back
He's saying goodbye And leaving tonight Despite all my lonely teardrops Saying goodbye And leaving tonight Its pointless to miss you now
Saying goodbye Wasted on these lonely teardrops Saying goodbye You've used up all your second chances now
Everytime we go around You use me and the tears fall down Everytime we try again This vicious cycle starts again I'm never going through that again
I'm saying goodbye And leaving tonight I have no more lonely teardrops I'm saying goodbye And leaving tonight You're not worth these lonely tear drops now
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She Walks In Beauty
She walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that 's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellow'd to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies. One shade the more, one ray the less, Had half impair'd the nameless grace Which waves in every raven tress, Or softly lightens o'er her face; Where thoughts serenely sweet express How pure, how dear their dwelling-place. And on that cheek, and o'er that brow, So soft, so calm, yet eloquent, The smiles that win, the tints that glow, But tell of days in goodness spent, A mind at peace with all below, A heart whose love is innocent!
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Life And Love
All my past life is mine no more, The flying hours are gone, Like transitory dreams giv'n o'er, Whose images are kept in store By memory alone. The time that is to come is not; How can it then be mine? The present moment's all my lot; And that, as fast as it is got, Phyllis, is only thine.
Then talk not of inconstancy, False hearts, and broken vows; If I by miracle can be This live-long minute true to thee, 'Tis all that Heav'n allows.
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Love Not Me
Love not me for comely grace, For my pleasing eye or face, Nor for any outward part: No, nor for a constant heart! For these may fail or turn to ill: Should thou and I sever.
Keep, therefore, a true woman's eye, And love me still, but know not why! So hast thou the same reason still To dote upon me ever.
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Love Song
This that I carry like a butterfly, prisoner in my cupped and outstretched hands, is, of all things, small, but great in its demands and bears within itself a world of power. I close my hand upon it like a wall. For this there can be neither time nor season and of all things upon the earth it has the least to do with reason. (I open my hand, finger from palm. Look!) This holds within it life, death, and birth; used wrong, there is no harm it cannot do. Look long, look carefully; this is for you.
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Uncounted Blessings
Whenever we gather together, The words are not easy to find, But love speaks a common language When people have ties that bind. We don't always say what we're feeling As often as families should; We don't count our blessings out loud, But somehow they're understood. We know that we're thankful for living With the comfort of each other's care; We're grateful for memories and stories, And the jokes that our family shares. We might leave a promise unspoken, But we know that we're loyal and true; We can count on companions through life, In the sunshine and shadows, too. We might show some special attention To a stranger, acquaintance, or guest, But we never forget in our hearts About those that we really love best. These blessings can never be counted Like money or gold dividends; They can only be shared as the love That exists when families are friends.
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Teddy Bear
Was more than two years ago I met a gentle, understanding and very patient friend I now call him Teddy Bear Teddy Bear has a heart of gold Teddy Bear is also very bold He is seldom angry and always has a smile Teddy Bear you brighten up all our lives With your good nature your openness I thank you Teddy Bear You are the friend No One Can Beat Thank you for always being there For always having good things to say For advising me the right way For all the above and loads loads more I know you care and are my friend God Bless You Always Teddy Bear !!
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I Am in Need of Music
I am in need of music that would flow Over my fretful, feeling fingertips, Over my bitter-tainted, trembling lips, With melody, deep, clear, and liquid-slow. Oh, for the healing swaying, old and low, Of some song sung to rest the tired dead, A song to fall like water on my head, And over quivering limbs, dream flushed to glow!
There is a magic made by melody: A spell of rest, and quiet breath, and cool Heart, that sinks through fading colors deep To the subaqueous stillness of the sea, And floats forever in a moon-green pool, Held in the arms of rhythm and of sleep.