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~tasha~

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The Road to Nowhere


To travel the road to nowhere.
The soul's dark amazon.
Eternal peace is anywhere,
the mind might set upon.

To travel the road to nowhere.
To know you're really gone.
And when you finally get there,
to find your god is Ron.

There's something in the cupboard, boy.
There's something in the dark.
There's something in the cupboard, boy,
that leaves a lasting mark.

There's something in the cupboard, boy.
Old secrets gather dust.
There's something in the cupboard, boy,
that reeks decay and must.

To travel the road to nowhere.
Reading signposts from beyond.
As self-deceit completes defeat,
a cold ghost light is shone,
on Ron. On Ron.

He learned to sham at his father's knee.
He knew the power of story.
He lived by lies and fantasies,
and dreamed of fame and glory.

So travel the road but beware,
for he drew an arcane map.
His weak and dismal followers,
could see no fatal trap.

But in his inner circle,
his worth would soon reveal.
To those that rail and cavil,
he'd crush beneath his heel.

There's something in the cupboard, boy.
The sweetest scent of musk.
There's something in the cupboard, boy,
as warm and moist as lust.

To travel the road to nowhere.
It's not the smoothest ride.
To have all faith you must defer,
to a self-referring guide.

To travel the road to nowhere.
To avoid the rush and throng.
Unravel in the space of somewhere,
and sing a specious song.

There's something in the cupboard, boy.
It's got an evil breath.
There's something in the cupboard, boy,
that toys with fear and death.

To travel the road to nowhere.
And wield your magic wand.
A shuffling prisoner of despair,
when fragile hopes abscond.

To travel the road to nowhere.
A funeral dress you don.
All truth is moulded out there,
like a Sci-Fi writer's con.

There's something in the cupboard, boy.
You hear it scratch and whine.
There's something in the cupboard, boy,
both bedevilled and divine.

To travel the road to nowhere.
To follow a different sun.
To travel the road with due care,
not to end as you begun.

To travel the road to nowhere,
to life's grim denouement.
Be sighted by the cross hairs,
released from earthly bond.

To travel the road to nowhere.
Your face is drawn and wan.
Your self-belief masks hidden grief,
while the thief of time moves on.
Posted 27 Dec 2006

~tasha~ says
Memories
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How do you rid memories of the years past?
To burn away thoughts of those you no longer want to remember.
Is it easy to forget?

She walks out tonight with her pen and paper in her hand,
crying because she thought of him again.
She wants to call her mom but its been years since they laid her down.
She still remembers that day, and watching the coffin go down in the cold,
cold, dark ground.

She sits down on the edge of the couch,
She started crying now,
Takes a deep breath and looks around.

“This isn’t the way I wanted my life to be,
I wanted more adventure, more me,
More of what I got now.”

She looks around again, and starts to giggle,
“I forgot there isn’t even anyone to listen to my sorrows.”
As she Takes up her paper and pen,
holds in her hand so tight,
Closes her eyes and starts to write.

I want to forget everything,
her thoughts running through her mind,
I want to go back,
rewind time.

I want to forget the time when I was 3 and scraped my knee,
I want to forget all the bad, and even the good that happened to me,
I want to forget about my mom having to go,
I want to forget all of our memories that we had, that we shared, I need it all just to go.

I want to forget about my first lover,
I want to forget about past boyfriends and friends.
The friends that said they would stick it out with me until the very end. Where are they now?

I want to forget,

She keeps writing, and writing,
til her mind runs blank
and her hands grew sore.
She kept writing,
until there was no more.

With that she lit the paper on fire,
Sat there and watched her burn,
everything was leaving her memories,
even her hearts most desires.

As she watched the crimson red embers fall,
She knew she was forgetting everything once and for all.
Finally a tear trickled down her cheek.
So burning hot, it left a mark for all the world to see.

All of her memories parted……

She gets up and leaves the ashes there to scatter,
It doesn’t make a difference no more,
none of it matters.

She goes to bed calmly barely making a sound,
Closes her eyes softly and takes one last look around.
Tonight is the night that I will forget it all,
so goodnight world,
say goodbye to me now.

Posted 10 Mar 2007

~tasha~ says
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kOoLeSt1 says
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~tasha~ says
kOoLeSt1 said:



thx dear
Posted 12 Mar 2007

~tasha~ says
KING OF JB said:

next plz



u can also add urs, i know u've got a gr8 coll. am i rite?

plz plz plz
Posted 12 Mar 2007

~tasha~ says
When I am matter-bound,
My world within is chaotic
And
My world without is chaotic.
When I am Spirit-free,
My world within
Is harmony-song
And
My world without
Is harmony-dance.

Posted 12 Mar 2007

~tasha~ says
Look in the mirror
And what you see in yourself,
Try to see in others.
If you see perfection in your life,
Then see perfection in others.
If you see imperfection in yourself
And forgive yourself for your imperfection,         ;           ;         
Then try also to forgive others
Who have the same imperfection.
The experience of oneness
In darkness or light
Brings about harmony

Posted 12 Mar 2007

~tasha~ says
I believe everybody;
Therefore
I am happy.
I love everybody;
Therefore
I am happy.
I think of God every day, everywhere;
Therefore I am happy.
I am happy, I am always happy
Because
Heaven lives for the cries of my heart
And Earth lives for the smiles of my soul.


Posted 12 Mar 2007

~tasha~ says
Minimise your wants,
You will be happy.
Fulfil your needs,
You will be happy.
Divinise your thoughts,
You will be happy.
Immortalise your faith,
You will be happy.
Rectify your mistakes,
You will be happy.
Intensify your cry,
You will be happy.


Posted 12 Mar 2007

~tasha~ says
Your confidence-heart need not be   
The result of your yesterday's success.
Your confidence-heart can easily be
The result of your implicit faith
In tomorrow's most beautiful dawn.
Posted 12 Mar 2007

kOoLeSt1 says
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~tasha~ says
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kOoLeSt1 says
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~tasha~ says
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~tasha~ says
kewl, tfs
Posted 12 Mar 2007

~tasha~ says
more plz
Posted 12 Mar 2007

~tasha~ says
very nice
Posted 12 Mar 2007

~tasha~ says
gr888 work manu, keep them coming
Posted 12 Mar 2007

~tasha~ says
my pleasure
Posted 12 Mar 2007

~CHANDNI~ says
KING OF JB said:



I hate it when you’re sad
And I’m happy when you’re glad
I hate it when you cry
I feel like I wanna die

I hate it when you’re in pain
Coz it drives me insane
I hate it when you worry
But I hate it more when I say sorry


I hate it when you’re always right
Then we start to fight
But still I love you
And there’s nothing you can do

Posted 13 Mar 2007

~tasha~ says
thx
Posted 13 Mar 2007

~tasha~ says
hope to c more
Posted 13 Mar 2007

~tasha~ says
Dream Too Far
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Mindless clutter crowds my sleep state,
diminishing hope among this confusion,
teeters on the brink of my thoughts,
my reality murky.

To grasp the night from loneliness,
an impossibility yet to be found,
this goal, so unattainable,
never-ending in my mind.

Groping through darkened passageways,
happiness fades bringing about hopelessness,
anxious, as I await the morn,
silent screams echo my dreams.

No hours of comfort to quell fears,
absent, the safe haven among my dark night,
visible, the midnight torment,
closed eyes silently flutter.

Posted 13 Mar 2007

~tasha~ says
Look Beyond The Gray Clouds
-------------------------------


I search the sky of deepest blue,
then close my eyes and think of you.
Where would I be without your love,
your guiding light shines from above.

In my life so many blessings,
still I have second guessings.
for you my love I still hold dear,
whenever darkness may appear.

I hold on tight and contemplate,
thank God for you, accept my fate.
I grasp the light He shines on me,
that brings me hope and lets me see.

For the sun still shines every day,
some times the clouds get in the way.
But dawn will always follow night,
darkness will fade, become the light.

Let each new day bring me new hope,
count my blessing to help me cope.
See the blue sky behind the gray,
sunshine will never fade away.

Posted 13 Mar 2007

~tasha~ says
Look Beyond The Gray Clouds
------------------------------


I search the sky of deepest blue,
then close my eyes and think of you.
Where would I be without your love,
your guiding light shines from above.

In my life so many blessings,
still I have second guessings.
for you my love I still hold dear,
whenever darkness may appear.

I hold on tight and contemplate,
thank God for you, accept my fate.
I grasp the light He shines on me,
that brings me hope and lets me see.

For the sun still shines every day,
some times the clouds get in the way.
But dawn will always follow night,
darkness will fade, become the light.

Let each new day bring me new hope,
count my blessing to help me cope.
See the blue sky behind the gray,
sunshine will never fade away.

Posted 13 Mar 2007

~tasha~ says
Nature's Fury
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Tempest brews in red sky morning,
far beyond the shadowy reef.
Dark clouds predict without warning,
sweltering summer heat relief.

Roar of rumbling in distance heard,
tumultuous are wind blown swells.
Safe harbor flight for coastal bird,
buoys swaying with clanging bells.

Wind blown seas begin to swirl,
waves start pounding upon the beach.
Off shore eddys begin to whirl.
the tidal surge about to breach.

Sea foam bubbles upon the sand,
carving pathways between each dune.
Turbulent meeting, sea and land,
as tides ebb and flow with the moon.

Sheets of rain amid forceful gale.
moorings break, boats drift with tide.
Hear the snapping of the main sail,
we wait for the storm to subside.
Posted 13 Mar 2007

~tasha~ says
Forever My Friend
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A winding path, well traveled and worn,
journey began the day we were born.
Did we meet by fate or by chance,
soon came the day we started to dance.

Holding my hand, walking together,
side by side in all kinds of weather.
Sun shined bright in the beginning,
happiness had, our gray clouds thinning.

Trying hard not to stumble and fall,
we did not expect to hear love call.
All we wanted was friendship to last,
share our burdens and pain from the past.

Strong feelings set in and hearts grew fond,
we did not see the gray clouds beyond.
We stumbled and fell but made it through,
as we looked ahead, a patch of blue.

Sunshine has returned, shining so bright,
now we hold hands, walk in friendship's light.
No greater gift found, then a friend that's true,
I am blessed my friend, my gift was you.
Posted 13 Mar 2007

~tasha~ says
Ocean Dreams
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The beach allows me to dream,
as I walk along the sands,
I pick up shells along the way,
adrift from far away lands.

Looking out upon the sea,
where blue sky and water meet,
I dream of a dry parched desert,
as the hot sands scorch my feet.

I'm in a mountain village,
as cool breezes cross my face,
foam lapping at water's edge,
I again dream of another place.

It is cold up in Alaska,
my eyes feel the sun's hot rays.
In the land of the midnight sun,
where sunlight can last all day.

The sounds of children splashing,
hear their laughter in the sun.
I start to dream of childhood,
remembering summertime fun.

Crashing sounds of ocean waves,
relax, begin to dream once more.
Now stranded on a desert island,
washed upon the sandy shore.

Searching the beach, I find a shell,
shaped like a beautiful star.
Could it have come from Heaven,
could it have fallen that far?

Dreaming of all these far places,
as I stroll along the quiet beach.
these places, I will never see,
to grasp them is out of my reach.

When my mind wants to get away,
and my thoughts are just for me.
I go to the beach , close my eyes,
begin dreaming of the seven seas.
Posted 13 Mar 2007

~tasha~ says
Easy Tears
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Easy tears gently falling,
with the slightest thought of you.
Each little thing I recall,
crying the whole night through.

A glimpse of a memory,
can make my heart feel sad.
Now faded, yet still captures me,
I long for what we once had.

Out of no where, tears will start,
head in hand, cry out of control.
Missing you with all my heart,
without, I no longer feel whole.

Is there even an end in sight,
will time deaden all this pain?
Can I ever again feel right,
will tears always fall like rain?

Will my future always look bleak,
passing slow, has time stood still?
Can I find the solace I seek,
easy tears, I've had my fill.

Posted 13 Mar 2007

~tasha~ says
Hugs Are Sunshine
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A special feeling of tenderness,
deep felt warmth in my heart.
Arms wrapped around each other,
hugs allow sadness to depart.

Always so good when given freely,
feeling safe or just saying hello.
Some people we could hug forever,
never wanting to let them go.

Hugs are a sweet sign of affection,
gives a warm fuzzy feeling inside.
Sometimes heads lay on a shoulder,
when love dwells deep down inside.

God gave us two arms to hold on tight,
when things become to much to bear.
When woken by fears amid the night,
a warm hug lets you know they care.

Hugs turn gray clouds to sunshine,
can make a smile out of a frown.
Show those you love how you care,
hugs turn their frowns upside down.

I sit here and miss someone special,
wanting a hug from my dear friend.
Hoping he reads how I miss him,
as I wait for the hugs he will send.


Posted 13 Mar 2007

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