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~tasha~

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The Road to Nowhere


To travel the road to nowhere.
The soul's dark amazon.
Eternal peace is anywhere,
the mind might set upon.

To travel the road to nowhere.
To know you're really gone.
And when you finally get there,
to find your god is Ron.

There's something in the cupboard, boy.
There's something in the dark.
There's something in the cupboard, boy,
that leaves a lasting mark.

There's something in the cupboard, boy.
Old secrets gather dust.
There's something in the cupboard, boy,
that reeks decay and must.

To travel the road to nowhere.
Reading signposts from beyond.
As self-deceit completes defeat,
a cold ghost light is shone,
on Ron. On Ron.

He learned to sham at his father's knee.
He knew the power of story.
He lived by lies and fantasies,
and dreamed of fame and glory.

So travel the road but beware,
for he drew an arcane map.
His weak and dismal followers,
could see no fatal trap.

But in his inner circle,
his worth would soon reveal.
To those that rail and cavil,
he'd crush beneath his heel.

There's something in the cupboard, boy.
The sweetest scent of musk.
There's something in the cupboard, boy,
as warm and moist as lust.

To travel the road to nowhere.
It's not the smoothest ride.
To have all faith you must defer,
to a self-referring guide.

To travel the road to nowhere.
To avoid the rush and throng.
Unravel in the space of somewhere,
and sing a specious song.

There's something in the cupboard, boy.
It's got an evil breath.
There's something in the cupboard, boy,
that toys with fear and death.

To travel the road to nowhere.
And wield your magic wand.
A shuffling prisoner of despair,
when fragile hopes abscond.

To travel the road to nowhere.
A funeral dress you don.
All truth is moulded out there,
like a Sci-Fi writer's con.

There's something in the cupboard, boy.
You hear it scratch and whine.
There's something in the cupboard, boy,
both bedevilled and divine.

To travel the road to nowhere.
To follow a different sun.
To travel the road with due care,
not to end as you begun.

To travel the road to nowhere,
to life's grim denouement.
Be sighted by the cross hairs,
released from earthly bond.

To travel the road to nowhere.
Your face is drawn and wan.
Your self-belief masks hidden grief,
while the thief of time moves on.
Posted 27 Dec 2006

Posted 03 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
seems like yesterday


love came to me
and struck me hard
and im back to where i started
i had it once
i had it again
i clung close to it
even for a day
i can´t believe i´m here again
and crying for the same reason
the past hurts i sent to oblivion
had haunted me back like an addiction
all the mem´ries i´ve thrown away
it´s all here and it seems like yesterday
if love is truly meant to be
it will run its course
and soon, it will be free
Posted 03 Jan 2007




Posted 03 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
thankoooo
Posted 03 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
Walking


As I Walk
The seasons turn
Upon
One
And Another

Friends and Strangers
Pass me by
And move
In opposing
Circles

Memories fall
To be left
Behind

Baby boys grow
And change, and change, and change

All of time
Unfolds
Before me
Around me
And just past

And when I am still
I
Am
Still
Posted 03 Jan 2007

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Posted 04 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
thankuuu
Posted 04 Jan 2007

Posted 04 Jan 2007

cutefriend says
any updates ?
Posted 05 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
cutefriend said:

any updates ?



sure
Posted 09 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
All the World's a Stage


All the world's a stage,
And all the men and women merely players;
They have their exits and their entrances,
And one man in his time plays many parts,
His acts being seven ages. At first, the infant,
Mewling and puking in the nurse's arms.
Then the whining schoolboy, with his satchel
And shining morning face, creeping like snail
Unwillingly to school. And then the lover,
Sighing like furnace, with a woeful ballad
Made to his mistress' eyebrow. Then a soldier,
Full of strange oaths and bearded like the pard,
Jealous in honor, sudden and quick in quarrel,
Seeking the bubble reputation
Even in the cannon's mouth. And then the justice,
In fair round belly with good capon lined,
With eyes severe and beard of formal cut,
Full of wise saws and modern instances;
And so he plays his part. The sixth age shifts
Into the lean and slippered pantaloon,
With spectacles on nose and pouch on side;
His youthful hose, well saved, a world too wide
For his shrunk shank, and his big manly voice,
Turning again toward childish treble, pipes
And whistles in his sound. Last scene of all,
That ends this strange eventful history,
Is second childishness and mere oblivion,
Sans teeth, sans eyes, sans taste, sans everything.
Posted 09 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
A Fairy Song


Over hill, over dale,
Thorough bush, thorough brier,
Over park, over pale,
Thorough flood, thorough fire!
I do wander everywhere,
Swifter than the moon's sphere;
And I serve the Fairy Queen,
To dew her orbs upon the green;
The cowslips tall her pensioners be;
In their gold coats spots you see;
Those be rubies, fairy favours;
In those freckles live their savours;
I must go seek some dewdrops here,
And hang a pearl in every cowslip's ear.
Posted 09 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
Fidele


FEAR no more the heat o' the sun,
   Nor the furious winter's rages;
Thou thy worldly task hast done,
   Home art gone, and ta'en thy wages:
Golden lads and girls all must,
As chimney-sweepers, come to dust.

Fear no more the frown o' the great,
   Thou art past the tyrant's stroke;
Care no more to clothe and eat;
   To thee the reed is as the oak:
The sceptre, learning, physic, must
All follow this, and come to dust.

Fear no more the lightning-flash,
   Nor the all-dreaded thunder-stone;
Fear not slander, censure rash;
   Thou hast finish'd joy and moan:
All lovers young, all lovers must
Consign to thee, and come to dust.

No exorciser harm thee!
Nor no witchcraft charm thee!
Ghost unlaid forbear thee!
Nothing ill come near thee!
Quiet consummation have;
And renowned be thy grave!
Posted 09 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
Fairy Land

YOU spotted snakes with double tongue,
   Thorny hedgehogs, be not seen;
Newts and blind-worms, do no wrong;
   Come not near our fairy queen.

   Philomel, with melody,
   Sing in our sweet lullaby;
   Lulla, lulla, lullaby; lulla, lulla, lullaby!
   Never harm,
   Nor spell nor charm,
   Come our lovely lady nigh;
   So, good night, with lullaby.

Weaving spiders, come not here;
   Hence, you long-legg'd spinners, hence!
Beetles black, approach not near;
   Worm nor snail, do no offence.

   Philomel, with melody,
   Sing in our sweet lullaby;
   Lulla, lulla, lullaby; lulla, lulla, lullaby!
   Never harm,
   Nor spell nor charm,
   Come our lovely lady nigh;
   So, good night, with lullaby.
Posted 09 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
"Hope" is the thing with feathers


"Hope" is the thing with feathers—
That perches in the soul—
And sings the tune without the words—
And never stops—at all—

And sweetest—in the Gale—is heard—
And sore must be the storm—
That could abash the little Bird
That kept so many warm—

I've heard it in the chillest land—
And on the strangest Sea—
Yet, never, in Extremity,
It asked a crumb—of Me.
Posted 09 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
Tell All The Truth


Tell all the truth but tell it slant,
Success in circuit lies,
Too bright for our infirm delight
The truth's superb surprise;

As lightning to the children eased
With explanation kind,
The truth must dazzle gradually
Or every man be blind.
Posted 09 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
The Hole


This pain I feel, it’s never-ending
I try my best, it brings nothing
Everything good I’ve ever had
Has been ripped away

This deep black hole I’m in
I can’t climb myself out
It’s a long dark tunnel
And I can’t see the light

I thought you could pull me out
But no one ever can
So why should you be able to?
I’m stuck and I’m staying here

This feeling of emptiness
Maybe it isn’t so bad
Love will never come then
Neither will the dreadful pain

So maybe this deep black hole
Is more comforting than I thought
I’ll make myself at home
Devoid of the world outside

A world that kills me
And rips my insides
A world that hates me
Lets me subside

Posted 10 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
I Just...


There are things inside of my head
Things I can never seem to describe
How can I say “I Love You”?
I don’t even know me
I just want to understand

There are things inside of my heart
Things I can never figure out
Why do I say “I’m Here For You”?
I have no one
I just want to love again

I have hopes and dreams for you and I
Will they ever take flight?
I have hopes and dreams to follow through
Can I put up the fight?

All of the things inside of my head
All of the things inside of my heart
It always seems we have to part
Just when things seem so right
I just want to understand

So I dream of another day
A day that I’m with you
A day that I’m free
A day I finally understand

Posted 10 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
the questions i ask


Sitting here just wondering
About the things I’ve could of done
Thinking of the opportunities
And all the missed out fun

All the things I know
That I wish I would of said
All the thoughts that linger
And stick within my head

Just hoping they would go away
And leave my mind at ease
Begging them to leave
I ask them pretty please

But they don’t listen to me
As no one ever does
I ask them for their reasons
And they tell me just because

So as I sit and wonder again
Trying to explain for them why
Nothing ever makes sense
I could almost break down and cry


Posted 10 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
younger


hey you
I thought we were suposta be together
You werent suposta leave now
How am I gonna get to see you
I miss you already
you havent even left yet
but they wouldnt let you say goodbye
I cried more when tony told me you said goodbye
its not fair
dont they care how much this hurts
I just love you
Posted 10 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
Why do I?


Choose the ones
Who always break my heart?
Why do I
Put myself back together
Just to tear myself apart?
Why do I
Go the distance
But never win the race?
Why do I
Give away the parts of me
I never can replace?
Why do I
Keep going back
When I know it cannot last?
Maybe its because
I hope this time
I'll be able to change the past.

Posted 10 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
Believe


I once believed there was beauty in life.

I once believed that secrets were kept.

I once believed there was a thing called love.

I once believed that the dead, only slept.


I once believed that everyone was good.

I once believed that life was fair.

I once believed that friends were true.

I once believed that people would care.


I once believed that you believed.

I once believed in me.
Posted 10 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
All I Am


Its made up of charmed intentions
And lives in everything that you are
On your lips, about your eyes, in your touch
And it travels the distances so far
Its the strength inside your voice
Or the emotion inside our soul
It reaches inside to all of the peices
And in time makes them feel whole
Its the meeting between these eyes
When I've been my closest to you
And It remembers all the moments inside
While looking at such a beautiful view
Its made up of purely warmed emotions
And lives in all i am or could be
My heart and soul living free
All because you love me


Posted 10 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
That time will come


I can't wait for the time I see him,
I am longing for him so,
I want him to hold me in his arms,
but that time will come I know.

I want to tell him how I feel,
I want to share with him all I can be,
I want him to see me for who I am,
and to love me for being me.

I want him to know he's on my mind,
I want him to see how much I care,
I want him to know that my love is his,
and for him to know that I'll always be there.

Sometimes my mind wanders to thoughts of him,
and I feel my heart beating like a drum,
in his arms forever is my wish,
and I know that, that time will come.


Posted 10 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
A Time


So now i turn around
After a year has gone by
Looking back on all the time
I've spent with you by my side
I find a way to breathe
Deeper than ever before
So all the memories inside
Will reside a few moments more
A winter is coming to an end today
I can feel it in the breeze
I can feel the days in between
Kiss my skin with such ease
So i'll close my eyes for the moment
Feel the seasons shift, as they often do
Catch my breath before i say
I can't remember a time without you


Posted 10 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
until the end of time


I remember all those times that you used to glance my way
Where our eyes met and for a brief second my thoughts and dreams were displayed
I had all these words of meaning especially for you that I wanted to convey
Yet I could not bring out those words of feeling that I wanted to say
I am supposed to be this great poet but I cannot express to you how I feel
But I know that with just these words alone the love that exists in your heart I cannot steal
I still have those dreams where I gently stroke your face whilst singing you a tender lullaby
And I know that I would never make something as beautiful and delicate as you cry
If only I could capture the moment with these words and hold you in my arms
To show you how I truly feel, but the time passes leaving me empty inside
Then he walked into your life and made the play with these words of mine, stealing the dream of you from me
Now I have to face these days ahead just being your friend because that now is all I will be
You became so happy in your blossoming relationship that the love I had for you I decided to keep hidden
But on that day I could see the words that he had stolen had touched your heart and love had been given
Just being near you without holding you in my arms brings a sadness that I cannot show
I never had the courage to say these words because to me you were the unreachable
But now I cannot explain to you how I feel because now you are not mine
I will forever walk these roads holding these broken dreams of you in my hands until the end of time



Posted 10 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
WON'T TAKE IT LYING DOWN


I will not accept how people judge me and take it lying down
All of you will just have to tolerate the way that I am found
Because I will not be forced into segregation or placed with a label
I will not toe the party line and pretend that everything in life is stable
If you knock me down you had better make sure that I stay down
Because I will arise from the ashes of your lies with my defiant streak resound
I will bring light to the shadowy world within which you all dwell
But don't think that deep inside I have no feelings or compassion at all
Compassion is reserved for those I care about that my heart will defend until the bitter end
You bring to me daily the battle of existence-
But in the end I will take to you and win the war of life
Please don't judge a book by it's cover isn't that what your parents told you once before?
You only see an image of me because at this time it's what I want you to see
If you got to know me you might catch a glimpse of the soul that lives inside
I will not become like you because totally unique is how I would like to be
I strive to live my life to the best of my abilities, yet I do not look for compromises
Because at the end of the day your judgement will only let you see what it wants to see
Posted 10 Jan 2007

~tasha~ says
You Can Come


You blind my vision!
Why this fervent chase?

In an instant
You touched my senses

Your presence
Refuses to fade

This heart's infused
With confusion

The electric fire
Swept me skyward

You can come, only...
If you

Pick up my spirit gently
Diligently watch me smile

Lift me slowly,
Let me fly high.

Posted 10 Jan 2007

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