Age: 124
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Into Despair ---------------
Torrents of rain pour from my heart, with just one thought of you. That one brief moment overwhelms, torment tears at my soul.
Embellish my dreams of yesterday, I still feel them, though they have died. Sometimes they wither too slowly, these wretched feelings take it's toll.
Is my existence to be only sorrow, a life void of feeling loved? Do the bareness of the autumn trees, reflect the bleakness of my coming winter?
Where is my cocoon to hide in darkness, to help me through the coldness till spring? Will I fly again to search the warmth, or have I seen loves final season?
Just one brief moment in the universe, has become an eternity of despair.
Age: 124
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do you understand? ---------------------
do you understand? the thing that gave me new life is the thing that killed me do you understand? i pretend no one can compare but i know its a lie and i know the truth do you understand? at times i want to die just to see if you'd care do you understand? i'd give up everything for you again again, i'd be that foolish do you understand? you couldnt... it'd hurt too much if you did
Age: 124
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corners of life -------------------
turn the corner where have you gone? your not there.. your supposed to be there.. here.. with me, for me.. round the corner, further yonder your there.. without me.. without a sign of care or worry cause i dont exist to you anymore just a distant memory dusted and pushed away to the furthest corners of your mind.. to forget.. forget me.. and the memories.. backed against the wall i stand there.. watching you.. so happy without me.. while i sit here.. doing so bad without you..
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The Hidden Hero ------------------
He's not your normal type of hero, he's not someone you would expect to see, someone else looking up to. he's kinda quite, yet he's so loud, he's one of the best people that anyone could ever meet. he's sometimes a pain like everyone else in the world he can be so sweet that it doesn’t seem like its him. he's someone that you can talk to, and feel safe with, he knows how to treat someone right, and make them feel better when everything just came crashing down. he's my best friend in the entire world I wouldn’t trade him for anything he's my one and only true hero the one that I can rely on. The one person that can cheer me up when I’ve been crying all night long
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Back To Hell ----------------
I can’t find the words To explain how I feel My scars tell my story So open your mind, Close your eyes And listen carefully
My skin is painted; red with life it protects me from my pain Scabs cover my body To heal the inner anguish My tears fall onto my wounds As to numb my self abuse
My temporary escape reality is just a dream but once this dream is over its back to hell with me
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My Hidden Tears -----------------
I smile to not show you... How much pain I am still in. I pretend to not notice you as if it doesn’t matter... For to acknowledge your presence would intensify the pain. I smile to not show you... How hard it has been to just let you go. I smile to not show you... That my wound is still wide open. I smile to not show you... That I am still as vulnerable as the last time you saw me. But in my private, solitary space in the universe, I cannot smile through my tears. I cry... Because I still miss our friendship dearly. I cry... Because I am no longer a part of your life. I cry... Because I know that I was not the one who walked away. I cry... Because I let you into my soul where I let few ever go. I cry... Because you will not respond to any of my correspondences. I cry... Because you have given me no choice but to let you go. I cry... Because I can’t let you go. It’s not supposed to be that easy.
Age: 124
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Location:
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Cup Of Sunshine -----------------
Fresh brewed coffee, nothing compares, roll out of bed, stumble down stairs. Fresh ground aroma wakes me right up, sit and enjoy my very first cup.
My sense of smell says it's delicious, taste buds quelled though not nutritious. Close my eyes take a few sips or two, a natural high with this roasted brew.
Morning coffee with cream cheese and toast, with computer friends I adore the most. Coffee and friendship combination, stimulating warm conversation.
Caffein is working as I awake, brings smiles, another sip I take. Umm, good to the last drop, yes indeed, my morning coffee is what I need.